update of week!

[SONG] LS3 - Ooh Mami

Not much to update...here are some visuals to let you have a hint of what Liang and I have been up to the past last week or so and some from eunices' b-day party.

Yes, lack of sleep and spending time at home have been given up to play and eat..and i mean really EAT!!

Enjoy the pix and the music...peace y'all!



The Pose I Miss @ TCC!



Bored @ TCC!



Pillow Fight @ Eunices' House!



I Won!! haha!



Pretending to be a sleep...oh man, look at that triple chin!!



I and Villies @ Superstar!



Cheers y'all!!



I and Paulina @ Superstar!




Chansey, Elliott, Liang, Thomas, Alan and I (at the back being the only 1 to act dumb lol) @ Swissotel Merchant Court for dinner!



I, Liang and Alan @ TCC after SMC dinner!



Liang and I @ TCC!



Tali ban? haha! Ellenborough Market Cafe @ Swissotel Merchant Court!



Alan, Eunice, Thomas, Elliott, Liang, I and Chansey @ TCC!



Bored! lol!



*ahem* we're suppose to act asleep!!!! not make funny faces..aiyo!



Mat doesn't like to look @ the camera with me in it...*so sad* haha!

That's it for now...i'll upload more pix when i got the time and shit!

peace!

Liang's Return

[Song] D-Ground - Feelin You

So Liang returned on sunday morning @ around 5:45am.

After we picked her up and went back to my place, the days are never empty with things to do.

First off, Sunday night. We, as in I and Liang, headed to west ave 8 for dinner with, Thomas, Elliott, Paulina and Alan. After which, Elliott, Thomas and Alan stayed over the night. Too bad it ended early with Liang and Alan heading to bed early!!!

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Day 2, Monday. After school, I went to Little India with Thomas and Aisah to have dinner @ Banana Leaf, for a school project. There we met up with Rai and his wife. We interviewed Anjula (rai's wife) about the cultures of India.

Might i add, Banana Leaf is a great place to try out some authentic North and South Indian Cuisine. I have some pix of the food, but i'm too lazy as of now to upload them. Maybe i'll do so in the next post =)

After dinner, we headed to town to meet up with Elliott and Liang. We went to NYDC for desserts and then made our way to Boat Quay to check out Vincent's new joint. After which, Elliott, Liang and I headed to Cineleisure for a karaoke session @ K-Box. That lasted until about 4:30am or so. Got to bed @ about 6:30am and i still had to head to school. Argh!!

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As for today, it was a great and fun day. Xiumin, Amy, Susanna, Liang, Eunice, Chansey, Nicholas, Alan, Elliott, Paulina, Wan Ling, Thomas and I went to steamboat (yet again lol) It was great! just to be with the old gang again was fun.

THX to Nicholas' dad for preparing that special sweet and sour chili crab (?) It was great! down that shit with a beer and the taste was like WHOA! amazing! the crab was so juicy and tender and the sauce was just superb.

After, we headed to our usual dessert place after steamboat, Ah Chew Desserts! oh man, the mango sago, though different then the HK ones, is always a pleasure having after such a hearty meal. Just a great way to finish the meal.

On top of that, we headed to the Bugis Arcade to play some games. It was fun considering that i haven't played such new and advanced games in such a long time!

and now...i'm here telling you the stories of our last 3 days.

There are more scheduled days ahead..like clubbing, more dinners and meeting up with some old classmates.

Cheers y'all!!

talk?

since monday, i've been yearning to talk to someone. I just needed someone to talk to..to get my mind off things, ya know?

ever since i've came to singapore, i never really 'talk' to anyone. Liang is probably the only person i'm comfortable talking about issues and problems with, but i'm still holding back. I just can't find anyone to hold a decent conversation with. Someone that can relate to me and understand what i'm saying. I miss the days when maggie, stella, wanda, ken, karman and vivian were just a phone call or a drive away.

Is it because many of my friends now didn't come from the same background/situation/conditions as i did? Growing up in an environment much different then theirs?

In a way, i think this is one of the reasons. I know their are some people willing to listen, but can they really help me? Can they relate my issues and problems to their lives? Most likely not. I don't want to swarm them with problems they can't help me solve. Many people come to me for problem solving and i can help because i can relate. I've seen much things from the streets of toronto and experienced, not through just myself but my friends as well, many valuable and life learnt teachings. And i love sharing these stories, theories and teachings with people. It's a great way to communicate and learn from each other!

I'm not trying to get all cocky and shit but it's the truth.

All i want is someone that i'm able to call anytime of the day, cuss, bitch and rant to. If that's not possible, then just someone to talk and joke with - to pass time. I mean there are some that i can talk to and laugh with over the phone, but how many are willing to talk for an hour or 2 or 3 or 4? how many can withstand it? how many are willing to answer a phone call at 4am?

I know i may seem selfish by wanting this and that, but isn't everyone entitled to 'want' something and yearn for something? Am i not allowed to have a friend around the corner to hear me out and just stick by me and listen without saying a word til i'm done?

There are so many people on this planet and it just seems that i can never really find the right one. Why is this so? I mean i've got great friends who are always there, but i just need 1 friend to jump the next level with me. I'm not saying the people around me are not worthy of this or anything, i'm just saying that i haven't found the right one yet - the one that i'm utterly comfortable with.

Many of us laugh and joke but how many of us are willing to open up?

It's like the first day of school in shatec in 2005. Many were unwilling to go out and chill after the first day of meeting. However my first day in high school, our whole class hung out at the arcade after school and just fucked around til the evening. I guess this is an example of cultural differences. This is also a great way to portray, how many of us are willing to open ourselves up when we just met someone and showing the eagerness to become friends or acquaintances.

The western mindset and culture VS. The asian mindset and culture

Both cultures have their pros and cons. So i'm not trying to say that westerns are better than asians or vice-versa!

It's with that said that i may find it difficult to open to some because of cultural reasons, living conditions and background. Although my skin is yellow, my heart is white and this is what really makes a difference.

I'm out peace!

(i hope i didn't offend anyone or anything and if i did, don't take it to heart plz)

HK Update

Quick post.

Sat night was quite fun. Got to hang out with some classmates at Eunice's B-day thingy at K-Box. Sang til 2am and headed to upper thompson for crispy prata. Oh oh oh, were they ever delicious. After that, we headed to Eunice's house to hang out, talk and just slack around. It was a fun time though, even though we were all falling asleep - some accomplished that *ahem* eunice? haha!

Sorry to mat and chansey for disturbing you the whole night muhahahaha!

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Today marked the first day back to school for Higher Diploma in Hotel Management Semester 2.

The books were pricey and some things were done that i felt were childish. I won' t discuss the issue because there really isn't much to say, except, what's done is done, period.

We've been in Shatec for so long, so there isn't much excitement for the first day of school or anything. I guess there's just more dreading and cussing in the morning when everyone needs to get to class.

anyhoo...

Here are a some pix...



T-B: I, Janice, Mat, Eunice, Amanda, Jerlyn, Douglas, Jessica and Chansey @ K-Box for Eunice's B-day!



Normal Pic haha!



I in Guangzhou..I'm sad cuz i was cheated into going by my dad!



Michaelangelo? This swimming in a chinese restaurant in Guangzhou...i don't know if it's edible though lol!



HK Scenaric Pic!



Initial D Replica @ the HK Int'l Airport!



Some Chinese Words on the Street!



I and Vivian @ Causeway Bay...My most happiest and memorable part of the whole trip was to see her!!! it's been like 3 yrs since we've last met...it was just amazing! I've known her since i was 16 or 17 and she's always been like the sister i've never had!



Being Dumb!



My Dad and I @ Causeway Bay

! Do we look alike? I put this up for all of you to have a glimpse of what i most probably will look like 30 yrs down the road. That's just sad!!

I haven't taken a picture with my dad in years and i only did so because Vivian asked me to. If not, i wouldn't have had such a huge smile on my face, looking all happy and shit! For that split second, i think i made that old man happy. who knows...oh well..! whatever!

that's all for now..peace!

Hong Kong

[SONG] chris brown ft. mario smitty - tell me


Got back from HK yesterday afternoon.

The trip was..uh..alright?

Let's just say it wasn't the best and it wasn't what i was expecting.

Let's see..

the first day was already a tragedy. After landing, i had to wait for my dad at the airport for around 3-4hrs. After getting to the hotel, which was just horrible, we headed out to shop. So, my dad, being more of a shopping freak then me, headed to all his favorite shops. Meaning, i was just tagging a long the whole night. Luckily i got to skim away a bit and bought myself a bottle of cologne.

Day 2, we headed to Shenzhen, which i thought was gonna be a day trip, but was i wrong. After he met his clients and all, we took a train to Guangzhou. Oh man was i ever pissed! i wanted to get back to HK asap!

However, Guangzhou wasn't as bad as i thought because i got to experience my first mid-autumn festival celebration. After dinner and all, we headed shopping and again..i bought nothing.

Day 3, headed back to HK. Got back around 2:30pm and i went to have a late lunch with Inasa, whom i met in Singapore during my attachment at Raffles Hotel. Lunch was good, the talk was fun. Overall, i was just happy to be back in HK.

After that, i met up with my dad again and we headed down to Causeway Bay. I got to meet up with Vivian!!! oh man, was i so happy to see her! it's been like 3 yrs since i saw her and it was just wonderful. We went to have dinner at a thai restaurant and we talked and talked! it was amazing!

After dinner, we separated from my dad and went shopping. I finally got to buy something. After everything, we went back to Kowloon and i left my dad at the hotel to go to Temple street (which is like a night market) i didn't have much time, about 15min, to go shopping cuz a lot of the stands were closing up.

Day 4, woke up dirt early to get to the airport and hung around for about 3hrs before my flight left.

Overall, the trip was a bit boring and super sucky cuz i was with my dad. I had to sneak around to go for quick smokes and stuff. On top of that, my dad promised to get me a Nintendo DS or a PSP and a China made cell phone that can watch TV, but because of time constraints and all the time he was shopping, i didn't get the opportunity to go look around.

The highlight of the whole trip was...

Vivian

I've always treated her like the sister i never had. It was just great to see how well she's doing and how much she has grown since we first met. the whole 5 hrs or so we were together was just amazing! When i get the pix from her, i'll upload them.

That was pretty much my whole trip, which felt super short by the way!

For now, peace y'all!

HK

HK here i come..

be back on thursday!

peace y'all

take care!

[SONG] israel ft.slim of 112 - unperfect love

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!


Confident papers to pass?

Tourism Psychology
Hospitality and Tourism Marketing
Research Methods


Fails...

Macroeconomics
Managerial Accounting
Human Resource Management and Development

argh..i'm doomed! oh well..next semesters schedule is out and it seems quite fine to me...except maybe Finance lol!

I'm probably gonna head out to butter factory tonight to let off some steam! anyone wanna join me? lol!

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On another note..i'm going to HK on the 24th of Sept. which is monday!! w00t!

i kind of DON'T wanna go but when i think of the money my dad is gonna give me, the food and the shopping..i'm a bit more tempted.

Though HK is like my most favorite place in the, I'd rather stay in Singapore and become some crazy couch potato before school starts again..

oh well..i'm just a lazy ass motherfucker! so ya..

If your gonna be in HK during the 24th to 27th..let me know..peace y'all!!

Happy Birthday

*birthday song melody* ready...? set! go!

Happy Birthday to ME,
Happy Birthday to ME,
Happy Birthday to MMMMMMMMMEEEEEEE!!
Happy Birthday to ME!

lol, i feel so childish, but i just had to do it!

So, i'll be celebrating my b-day in school doing my Managerial Accounting Exam with Mrs. Jenny Lai and the rest of the HDHM0707 batch. w00t w00t..it's gonna be a friggin blast (sarcasm) There are no real plans to go out and do anything as it is exam week, so i guess, it's just gonna be a dull year, yet again! =(

what are my birthday wishes?

hm..besides the obvious materialistic objects such as:

money
dress shirts
cologne
justin lo concert dvds
janice wei lan dvs (if any lol)
scented deodorant ie. armani black code etc.
clothes
girlfriend?
losing weight (haha which is nearly impossible might i add)

....there isn't really much =P

*if anyone is planning to get anything, it's okay, i'm not asking for anything from you guys...the presence of you guys around me is more than enough*

HOWEVER HOWEVER HOWEVER...

the real thing i want this year, something no one can give me, is to be back home in toronto with my friends! getting crunked at some club and passing out, would defiantly bring back a lot of friggin wicked memories!

I wish i could be with, Maggie, Ken, Stella, Sam, Alan, Andy, Vivian, Jazzy, Richard, Chi, Duncan, Min, Jacky, Richard Y., and the rest of the crew (way too many to name) to live up this day.

Anyhoo, thx for all the b-day wishes, facebook posts and friendster testimonials from everyone!

It means a lot that you guys remembered and took the effort to wish me.

from the bottom of my heart....I THANK YOU!!!

Richie!

desperate?

[song] Winsu - Stunned

This post may seem like i'm desperate, so think what you think, but deep in my heart it's a journey, a mission.

It's been a long time since i've had the opportunity to share my thoughts, my love, my heart and my soul with someone. Everyday is a new day, hoping to search for the perfect one to hold a decent conversation with, share my feelings and thoughts, hold close within my arms and treasure the times.

I always talk a lot about sex and girls but my real friends will know that, it's just talk. I may per sway myself as some perverted jackass wannabe by the way i talk, but in the down-lo, i'm the complete opposite. I guess it's in my culture to be open-minded and my past friends that have molded me to who i am today. I'm glad i am the way i am. It defines me as someone unique and someone that is forthcoming.

Desperate am i?

No, to me, it's a search to finding someone special. Desperate may mean a lot of things, but in this context, desperate means trying to get laid as many times as possible before death. alright?

Think what you may. When it comes down to it, i'm just a simple guy trying to find that soul mate. I'm looking for someone that i can cherish and add joy into my life and vice-versa. It's been a hell of a long time, but it seems like the way i'm going now, it's gonna be quite awhile before any miracles happen. Desperation it may seem, but in reality, it's a mission to seek a greater height. It's a mission to a whole new world of humanity.

It's not a girlfriend that i seek, it's a partner for life. Girls can come and go, seriously, but that 1 special person to make you happy for the rest of your life, now that's a once and a lifetime opportunity.

I'm not rich, handsome or fit. I know! I know i have much more faults than many. However, I know i may not be the best candidate for any deserving girl, but i know deep within me, if they're worth ever second, i can defiantly try to be that guy.

All i can promise is to give that special someone something they may not be able to get from anybody else.

so what is it i'm looking for?

someone that...

- can hold a smart/intellectual conversation
- has brains and isn't always blur and unconscious
- is willing to spend the time and put in the effort
- has a sweet smile
- i can share the sunset/sunrise with
- isn't afraid to show her feelings
- is outgoing and can keep up with my craziness

i think that's about it. looks aren't the most important but an added bonus.

this topic may have hit me because of my upcoming birthday, wishing to find someone special to share it with. If i was able to have 2 wishes this year, it would be to hold someone special in my arms or to have my friends from canada right next to me!

I miss the conversations i use to hold with some of my dearest friends in canada (ie. stella, maggie, wanda and ken) It was these people that brought a different scope on life and gave me something that not everyone is capable of. It is these people that have made a mass impact on me. I miss them! and i wish them all the best!

Double Dragon!

Double Dragon!!

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!



Low budget, old skool style but it's still so GOOD!

I just burned a copy and after that...i was glued in front of the television.

when i watched this i laughed! with the advancements in technology and computer graphics, this movie looks super cheap! The plot wasn't the greatest, the acting was alright, the fighting sucked but i STILL HAD A GREAT TIME WATCHING IT!!

it must be because i grew up during this era and i use to love playing the video game. If you were to compare this movie to say, transformers or spiderman, you'd be so shocked on how movies use to look like and how they are now.

I'm so glad movies turn out the way they do now, but i guess, going back to the more simple days once and awhile would be good too.

i'm out..it's 3:30am and i need to get up in 4 hrs =)

peace!

Spider Lilies

[SONG] Mario - This is for

Just finished watching a movie called 'Spider Lilies'

It's a Taiwanese production, but i happened to have it in Cantonese.

This is a great film. I find the way it was directed and scripted quite unique. The way they portray tattoos in this movie, really bring a new insight on body art to my perception. Though the subjects are about homosexuality, the way they put the 2 actresses together, was just great.

There was a lot of controversy about this film when it came out. I guess it's the mindset behind the typical asians. However, many people disliked the film, not because of the content, but because of the story. I beg to differ. If you look at the movie at a more artistic point of view and some strong beliefs, then i am quite positive that everyone will enjoy this movie.

I was more shocked to see Isabella Leung in this movie. She's one of my favorite actresses from the HK movie industry. i would say she added a bit of spice to my interest when i watched the movie. Not forgetting the obviously cute Rainie Yang, which is one of my favorites in the Taiwan Industry as well.

You may think that my opinions to this movie is a bit biased because 2 of my favorites are starring in it. In this instance, i'll leave you with this...Just watch it if you don't believe me, nuff said!

here is a movie syn ops...

Lycoris aurea: The golden flower is native to the northeastern coast of Taiwan. Local people call it the spider lily. Japanese legend has it that spider lilies line the path to hell, poisoning the memories of all who smell their scent, forming a bridge between the living and the dead.

Tattoo artist Takeko keeps a framed design of the spider lily flower on the wall of her parlor. The design was literally cut from the flesh of her father, after he was crushed to death in an earthquake. The image of the spider lily tattoo is the last cohesive memory of Takeko's traumatized brother, Ching, who is no longer able to recognize anyone, including his sister. Takeko has the same tattoo of the poisonous flower on her body in the hope of helping Ching remember and bridging the gap between them.

Webcam girl Jade visits Takeko's tattoo parlor, looking for sexy decoration to excite her clientele. Entranced by the tattoo of the spider lily on the wall, Jade gives Takeko her business card and invites her to visit her on her website where she professes her love for the tattoo artist. Finally, Jade asks Takeko to give her the same spider lily tattoo to bring her closer to the object of her desire.

Some pix for you to indulge in!




Official Poster!



Screenshot...Isabella on Raine!



Screenshot 2..

Enjoy! peace!

Finally, pix time!

I'm so sorry for the delay guys.

I've been so caught up with my recent project submissions and tests. However, you should be glad to hear that, i've finished 2 projects and all our required tests. So i have 2 more projects to complete and in 2 weeks or so, it's exam time..!

Alittle update, i haven't been really sleeping for the past 4 days. It was mostly due to doing last minute project stuff. But there were some times that it was all on me, for example, going to eunice's place to hang out all night. haha..it was fun and relaxing, so no regrets!

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Back to Bintan. The trip was great. The villa was amazing, the buggy was a great bonus and the company was fantastic. I just wished we had more time. The activities and stuff were much more better than Nirwana (which is where i went the lat time). The best thing is that, the villa is quite facilitated so we didn't have to worry much. We spent our days playing ping pong, riding go-karts, taking photos, massages etc.

I HOPE to go back to Bintan again soon..but seriously speaking, who goes to Bintan 3 times a year? haha I guess i just like it alot cuz it's a quick get-a-way from the city and it isn't THAT expensive, if you source for the right package and choose the right period to go.

I spent about the same on this trip as the last, which was about 400+ but it isn't that expensive if you compare it to say, Bali or Phuket, though the destinations are better. Oh well, i was pretty satisfied, so whatever.......

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Anyhoo..i gotta get some sleep quick time. It's 4am and i've just finished my video show for my presentation tmr..i'm only gonna get about 3 hrs of sleep or so..i'm totally screwed for tmr!

ENJOY some pix from Bintan, til the next update! peace y'all!



The Villa!



Top view of the living room!



I, Aisah, Dang, Elliott, Paulina and Wayne @ Paseh Oleh Oleh!



Elliott, Aisah and I @ Bintan Lagoon's Beach!



I, Elliott and Paulina @ Breakfast!



I Miss the BUGGY SO MUCH!!!



Dang, Wayne, Aisah, Paulina, Elliott and I..Our Last Day..So Sad!



Playing Table Tennis w00t!

slacked out!

I've been super lazy recently! can't seem to focus on the tasks at hand.

I can't..

wake up for school
focus on projects
focus on studying

all i feel like doing is having fun, relaxing and just forgetting about everything!

I seriously need to re-think my strategy and get my life back on track. I have the highest demerit points in class and i don't show up atleast once a week.

argh...can't seem to concentrate on anything right now. i'm super stressed!!

i'm blogging from Piper's Pie @ Bukit TImah, cuz the Raffles City outlet closed because of a change of management. So..ya, came to help mrs. lau with her computer problems as well.

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I've uploaded the Bintan pix to my facebook and imagestation, so go check em out if ya want. the imagestation link is on the right hand panel. I will try to take out my fav pix and post em here, when i have the time and the willingness to get off my lazy ass to do it =)

some interesting vids i found on youtube..enjoy!



Yellow Fever



my crazy asian mother



why asian men have trouble dating (watch the responses on the main youtube site, it's interesting!

That's all for now y'all...peace!

Bintan

Just got back from Bintan, Indonesia.

I'll post pix and details when i get all the pictures.

for now, peace!

old friend!

got a msg from a very good and old friend, Wanda.

she just graduated from the Vancouver Film School (VFS). I was so happy to hear from her on facebook. We use to talk about everything, from problems to happy times. Since moving here, i haven't seen her in about 3 yrs and to think it's been so long, saddens me. Though we do have our occasional phone calls, it's just not the same.

Memories like, picking her up for dinner, talking in the car and smoking, going for jitz, movies and whatever, all just came back and it just well, overwhelmed me.

I'm so proud of her. seeing some of her work really brought tears to my eyes and made me so happy. To think, we never knew what we wanted to do with our lives, and now, being able to accomplish something, really brings joy.

To Wanda, I LOVE YOU, with all my heart and soul! I'm proud of you and your accomplishments. Remember, i'm always here for ya so give me a ring or better yet, get on a plane and come to Singapore, haha lol!

Here is some of her work..



Final project!

introvert vs. extrovert

[Song] Lucky (from MTB4) - Pushing Beauty

Webster's Dictionary

introvert

Noun

1. (psychology) a person who tends to shrink from social contacts and to become preoccupied with their own thoughts.

extrovert

Noun

1. (psychology) a person concerned more with practical realities than with inner thoughts and feelings.

http://www.dictionary.com

introvert

noun
1. a shy person.
2. Psychology. a person characterized by concern primarily with his or her own thoughts and feelings (opposed to extrovert).
3. Zoology. a part that is or can be introverted.
–adjective
4. Psychology. marked by introversion.
–verb (used with object)
5. to turn inward: to introvert one's anger.
6. Psychology. to direct (the mind, one's interest, etc.) partly to things within the self.
7. Anatomy, Zoology. to turn (a hollow, cylindrical structure) in on itself; invaginate.

extrovert

–noun
1. an outgoing, gregarious person.
2. Psychology. a person characterized by extroversion; a person concerned primarily with the physical and social environment (opposed to introvert).
–adjective
3. Also, ex·tro·vert·ed. Psychology. marked by extroversion.
–verb (used with object)
4. Psychology. to direct (the mind, one's interest, etc.) outward or to things outside the self.

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I believe i'm a mix of both.

I've always been an extrovert. I always take peoples energy and use it to my advantage. Making not only myself happy but, hopefully making the people around me happier as well. I've always been quite sociable and i love the act of interacting with people; it's just in my nature. Many may agree some may not, but that judgment would be based on a majority of perceptions and mentalities.

However, this post is more related to the issues that have been on my mind recently.

Recently, i've been very introvert. I always have been. I like to spend quite times, alone and in private. Perhaps that's the reason i choose to live alone and at times just stay home and relax without disturbance. I believe this state of extreme introverting is the cause of my insomnia. I don't say it, but alot of things are bothering me and are getting on my nerves. It's nothing with the ppl around me, or the things i do on a daily basis. It's more to the past, holding on to something i wanna let go. There are many dark secrets that many don't know, and it will probably stay like that for eternity. I always tell myself over and over:

"never regret your past and look back. Look forward to what i gain for my future."

and

"Take life 1 mile a day, and never think about tmr, as life is too short."

Initially i thought i was just suffering from some kind of medical concern, but after some deep soul searching and thinking, i realized that all the problems lie within myself. There are things that i guess i will never be able to let go, which is normal, but i just need to stay strong and positive and continue my journey of life. This was the path that I chose, the future i'm making for myself and the way i see it is i'm doing the best for myself, my future, my career and my future family. This may sound like i'm a conceded motherfucker, but it's the truth, we all want the best for ourselves and we all do what we do for ourselves. No one can steer us wrong, unless we want them to.

So, you may think i'm a hypocrite, cuz i'm contradicting my values and beliefs. But it's in human nature to have emotional feelings and attachment. These values and beliefs have helped me far beyond your imagination, so what's a little stress and insomnia once and awhile. If i go through a phase 2 to 3 times a year, at least for the rest of the time i'm happy and stress-free.

Now, that i have these issues and problems stated, i feel better. I let myself loose, think about the good and bad times of my past. It not only leavened a whole lot of stress but it made me feel good. Knowing that i control my feelings and thoughts and resolving my personal issues alone, makes me not only feel a sense of accomplishment but it makes me feel stronger and more independent.

Thx for reading this long and tedious post. Sorry if i have bored you. (That's if you've actually took the time out to read it or not lol)

Take care, Peace!

Shocked nerves!

GOD DAMN FUCKING NERVES!!!

they're all shocked up. I haven't slept since 11pm Sunday night. I got 2 hrs of sleep..that's IT!!!!

I've been trying to sleep, on my bed, chair, and even on the living room floor. NOTHING SEEMS TO BE FUCKING WORKING!!

I hope i can get some sleep a bit later on, it's going to be 24hrs in about 3 and a half hrs.

On top of all the insomnia, i gotta put up with all the fucking fires going off in the neighborhood. The smoke is killing my breathing and my eyes. I gotta keep replenishing them every hour or so.

I know it's 'hungry ghost festival' and all, but don't they have special places for these things? i mean really, it is a tad dangerous too, to have open flames everywhere. It was this time last year that the void deck beneath me went on firs and caused my whole unit to turn black.

argh...pissed..how long does this festival end?

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On another note, i'm quite pleased with my accounts test today. I think i can actually PASS accounts this semester lol. Intro. to Accounts was a disaster, so let's hope i can buck up and do well for my Managerial Accounts.

AND

I think i flunked my Macroecons test. The signs all seem so positive haha. Damn, i really need to buck up on the rest of the subjects to cover up my weak ones.

I'm out..gonna go watch dvds (again) and pray i can fall asleep somewhere in my house!!!

peace!

Insomnia

[Song] Anthony - My Girl

I have insomnia right now..

i'm super tired but just can't fall asleep. It's like 8:30am and i'm stuck staring at the television and computer screen. It's been like this all night.

Perhaps, it's all the sleep i've been getting.Who knows! I just know it's a bitch when i can't get comfortable in bed and fall asleep.

Stayed up all night watching Bourne Identity, Bourne Supremacy, New Police Story and God of Cookery. My eyes are sore and i can't get them to stay shut. one word: FUCK!

I watched Legend of Speed starring Ekin Cheng last night. it brought back SO SO SO SO much friggin' memories. I have no idea why, but i got the same feelings as when i watch the young and dangerous series'. Perhaps it's just one of those things. you know what i mean?

anyways, back on topic. This week has been so stressful with the migraine and thinking about the upcoming project submissions. Damn, i feel like i'm falling behind. Schools pretty much in a slump, missing class and fucking up my tests.

I NEED TO BUCK UP ASAP!!

Anyhoo..gonna go and watch another movie to see if i can just fall asleep on my chair from over-drainage of energy lol.

One more thing.

HAPPY B-DAY ALAN! Let me know when your free to meet up yo. May all your wishes come true and i hope you enjoy this one year. Next year will be a bitch, cuz well, besides the obvious of getting older, your also gonna start to slow down haha. trust me on that lol!

Migraine

Dying of a serious migraine. Slept pretty much all day ytd and all day today.

Elliott says "You have spider webs all over yourself" which i agree with. I'm feeling much better now, but i do get the occasional thumps in my head. The meds that the doc gave me are fucking strong. One tablet and in the next 20 min, i'm knocked out for hours.

Couldn't even get up to take a piss this morning, i just held it in and went back to sleep. God dammit! i feel like such a bum. On top of everything, i've missed 2 days of school. I'm missing a lot recently, i gotta get back on track asap!

Anyhoo..

went to watch Knocked Up on Monday with Aisah and Thomas.



FUCKING AMAZING FLICK!! one of the funniest movies i have ever seen!!

The way that they slam and diss each other, really really reminds me of how i and my friends use to talk to each other back home in T.O.

Funny flick, great laughs and a touching story of a fucked up fat guy! Though i was laughing at a lot of the jokes, when the cinema was still quiet, i totally enjoyed myself haha! (I think they didn't get some of the jokes)

I'm out! gonna head to bed now, peace!

Movie Reviews

[Song] Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girl (Remix)

These 3 movies that will be listed below, are movies i've just watched on vcd. I wanted to blog about them, because these movies blew my mind. Amazing story line, acting and as well, casting.

First up, Die Hard 4.0: Live Free or Die Hard.

Starring: Bruce Willis



one word: WHOA!

This movie smoked the shit out of me. Full of action throughout the film and laughter in just the right time. Great cast, story and action! If you haven't watched this yet, then my advice GO OUT AND GET THE DVD OR SOMETHING!

It was great to see Bruce Willis do his shit on screen again. The previous trilogy of Die Hard was amazing. Now with the Die Hard 4.0 added to that collection, it's the best boxset to get!

What i really like about this movie, is the technology they used to incorporate into the story. The tech stuff was great, the action made it better. Sorry folks, i'm a nerd when it comes to computers =) i love tech films. I.E. Hackers and The Net.

MUST WATCH, IF YOU HAVEN'T YET!

Secondly, The Perfect Stranger.

Starring: Bruce Willis and Halle Berry



This movie was a shocker. The story line was wickedly written and very well directed. Halle Berry, was great! As for Bruce, i'd prefer him in a action flick.

This movie was mind-blowing. I don't wanna say much cuz i don't wanna ruin it for you guys. Just take my advice and WATCH IT, especially if you like those semi-thrillers and mystery type flicks.

Lastly, The Number 23.

Starring: Jim Carrey



I was VERY VERY skeptical to watch this movie. Maybe because i couldn't picture jim carrey in a horror movie. But this movie isn't a horror, the poster was deceiving. Actually, it's a mystery, thriller.

WELL WELL written, and Jim Carrey played the part very well. It was a shocking flick as well, but it's one of those movies you wouldn't watch again. Go out and rent it though! it would be worth it. The story line was a tad twisted, but it's what made the movie good i guess.

The creativity in the writing of the script was flawless. The way the writer put everything together was superb. Jim Carrey has put a new perception in me. He isn't just some movie comedian but he's also very very good in thriller movies, depending on what part he's playing though haha!

I'm out peace!