changes

[song] 98 degrees - invisible man...wow..i complete forgot about this song...suites me so damn well!

...quite disappointed that some ppl want to change the trip from taiwan to thailand. i was really looking forward on going to taiwan but i guess if the majority wants to go to thailand, i have nothing to say! besides i can't change the minds of ppl...i agree it will be cheaper to go to thailand but i don't know..i guess it's just that feeling of not going to taiwan anymore that's bothering me. yes, more ppl would be going to thailand instead on taiwan so the more the merrier right? hopefully! who am i to be the party pooper anyways. just follow the group and it should all work out fine..besides holidays are for ppl to relax and have fun with ur friends so ya..i don't know what i'm really bitching about anyways...all i know is that i was so looking forward to the holidays but now i guess i'm just looking forward to going back to canada! i'm just thinking too much..i should just be happy to be able to go ANYWHERE with my friends and just have fun with no worries..so thailand here we come...

ytd...went to funan w/ thomas, xiumin and amy....after went to petals to eat haha..it was good...damn filling! after me xiumin and amy headed to superstar to chill...quite a tiring day it was!

i'm so stressed up on projects and stuff...this banquet ops project is killing me slowly! so stressed..i wanna vent so many things about school and my current life! i just don't know who i can turn to anymore...everyone will come up with the same answers and i truely don't wanna bother ppl with my problems...so no point on bitching..just stick through it and try to forget everything!

i'm out peace!

monday night

fuck me in the ass!

plz as a reminder to all tech geeks! if ur in the process of fixing anything...such as a comp. plz remember what ur doing if not u'll end up like me! i was so distracted by the miss universe 2006 pagent that i accidentally did something to my sonny vaio! so now for the third time!!! i have to re-do everything! fuck me hard!
i finally got my hands on the software to do a FULL restoration on my laptop so hopefully there won't be any problems after and i hope i won't get anymore viruse/tojans/worms/spy or ad-ware etc. wish me luck lol! luckily for me, tmr's lessons are cancelled so i can stay up till whenever and finish what i need to do to make my sony vaio run at peak performance!

anyways congrat to MISS PUERTO RICO, ZULEYKA RIVERA



though i thought there were much more well deserved contestants...this yrs winner is still a great one! congrat to canada for making it to the top ten! too bad canada didn't win again this yr...if they did..WOW it would make history haha!

sorry to miss singapore for not making the top 20...i just don't believe asians can compete with the world..for example the eastern and western europeans! they are just so much more beautiful and sexy! they know how to carry themselves well enough for these types of a competition! oh well! who knows? maybe a asian girl may win 1 day and as in asian i mean like jap, korean singapore etc. hm... maybe next year?

rmb my imagestation! here are the links and procedures again..i'll be posting these up for a awhile...

http://www.imagestation.com/members/azn-pimpdaddy

login/pass: viewmypixeasy (it's view my pix easy in 1 word)

step-by-step guide on accessing my imagestation:

click here for tutorial

...gonna go fix my comp. now..i think it's finished formatting lol! take care..i'll add to this later if anything!

UPDATED

u know when ur bored, when u go back to something u haven't touched in ages!

i FINALLY updated my imagestation!! it's been over a year since i've logged on and updated! i just added 1 album for now (w/o captions) cuz i'm way too tired!
i use to do it so frequently..i guess i got lazy or just had no time! ...most likely i was lazy haha!

anyways...i've included a tutorial for u all..just in case u didn't know how to log on and view the albums! it's 4am and i'm doing this..so i won't have a COMPLETE update yet..i'm gonna slowly finish it off...right now i'm just gonna upload some pix then i'll put in the captions a bit later!
expect alot of new pix...i've got a huge collection now..so i hope it will be exciting for everyone!
i was planning on switching to fotki or flickr but i've started this one already and i have lots of memories in there so just bare with the login process!

http://www.imagestation.com/members/azn-pimpdaddy

login/pass: viewmypixeasy

step-by-step guide on accessing my imagestation:

click here for tutorial

i'm tired! i'm off to bed..peace!

oh ya...enjoy the pix...check back daily for updated and such!

stomach ache

...dammit! my stomach's been acting up!

since tues. morning i've been getting stomach aches! i don't think it's food poisoning...just a stomach flu!

didn't go to school on tues. wed and fri. ... damn i missed out so much lessons! how am i gonna catch up? that means next week i've gotta do some mad cramping! argh...

i'm out peace!

sony vaio

fuck fuck fuck!

i'm fixing up the sony vaio pcg-tr2c that my dad gave me a few months ago! it was lying around the the house collecting dust and i had no time to repair it!

I finally decided to put the thing in to good use and who would have known that the comp. is in the worst shape it could be! fuck...sony doesn't put all the drivers up on their website, which is stopping me from updating some of the drivers! secondly, the built in camera on the cover doesn't seem to be working...holy shit! i mean i love sony pc's for their asthetic looks but they don't provide their customers with effective and working drivers, which is the biggest pain, especially when u can't find them from a third party driver site!

on another note...i had to format the comp. twice cuz i missed out a partition so after the first format i was left with 12gigs! that sucked so i had to re-do it and now i got 40! and if that wasn't worst, i was hit with shit loads of spyware/adware, when i was downloading software like anti-spyware for my comp! haha so ironic...and now i need to wait to download pirated versions of anti-virus and spyware removal programs from my toshiba laptop...which is taking awhile to do, considering the high file sizes! damn damn damn!

who would have know that such a small things can bring me so much trouble! fuck! argh...so frustrated! but when i'm done..it should be in running at it's peak for the first time since my dad doesn't know what he's doing with the comp. hahaha!

i'm out peace!

projects

ya ya ya i know...i haven't been updating in awhile...my bad! been fucking busy with school and shit! we got 1 project at the moment that's killing us! it's so fucking difficult and the fucking trainers wants so much shit done...it just seems like there's no bloody time to get everything done and perfected, ya know? fuck!! so stressed!

anyhoo...been getting stmoachs the past 2 days..i belive it's the food from TR that we had on monday cuz alan's been having the same problems after that luncheon! dammit students don't cook their fucking chicken properly!

tuesday there was a cocktail competition in school...i was a volunteer so i had to prep some stuff for the competition! all the contestents were great...congrats to elliott, jude and edmund for making it to the finals at DBL O! GOOD LUCK Y'ALL!

let's see..hm..oh yes...sat. met up with mat at woodlands! she WAS...remember the keyword here is WAS...teach me accountings..BUT it seems like she doesn't know what she's doing hahaha...it's not her fault..it's my fucking trainers fault for being so ineffective! fuck u mrs. lai! hahahaha i hate her!! anyways, back to sat. we didn't spend much time in the library so we decided to go eat..AGAIN...then we chilled a bit then went home. before going home though, we got stopped by these 2 ppl doing a survey or something...so we as good citizens took some time out to help them..the girl that was asking me gave me her bus. card and asked me to call her out for a drink or whatever...haha i was so shocked! haha and i lied to her on the survey haha hope didn't realize haha! woops!

...that's my boring life..so i'm out to bed, if i can get to sleep...been really struggling to fall asleep...life sucks like that..too many things on my mind and it just ruins everything!

peace!

tipsy

didn't go to school today..lol why? well i had the best sleep since school started and i didn't want to ruin the moment! i seriously don't know what's wrong with me recently! i got so much shit in my head that i just can't put myself to sleep! ytd was so good, maybe cuz of the rain, that i didn't wanna wake up!

i'm quite tipsy right now! i'm on my 8th corona and i'm struggling to type! i still got another 4 bottles waiting for me to down before heading to bed or passing out on the keyboard..which ever comes first lol!

the alcohol seems to soothe my soul! seriously, it's like medicine or something! it's not that i've turned into an alcoholic or anything, just that some things in life needs alcohol to cure!!

i really wish that i could get my facts straight! as in, what am i really thinking about it. Is everything linked together? i think i have a pin point on the problem but it's just that i can't get myself to overcome it! what i think the problem is, i'm mixed in emotions.

an old feeling seems to be coming back and a new one has emerged...but the problem is that i never had this feeling when i started getting this semi-insomia. which makes me think that this problem is not related to me not sleeping!

anyways...enough of my blabbing..i'm sure u all aren't interested in my life anyways...it's just so boring..so i'm off to drink my sorrows away! peace and fuck the world!

new sem.

it's a new semester, which u should know if u read my previous entries and well, things are going well! except for a few of fucking boring ass subjects, overall, it's great! it's so weird to see ppl u know if the halls and stopping half-way to have a quick minute convo w/ them!

anyways, i was told that my song is getting old so...here's a older joint for y'all to kick it! Mario - Let Me Love You .. non-remix..why? well i like the original, u can really sense the meaning in the track..!

let's see...

fri: stayed home and drank alone in the dark haha..feeling a bit, if u see my last post...

sat: went to sembawang w/ mat to eat..damn we ate so much...satay, stingray, cockles and she had hokkein mee haha..i was happy that i got to meet up w/ mat..seems like there's a spark around her now..i don't know how to explain it but...something seems to have changed...is it her glasses? haha..!

AT NIGHT, I GOT SURPRISED W/ A PHONE CALL NONE OTHER THEN LIANG LIANG!!!! she reached sat. night around midnight! OMG she lied to us all!! she told me she would be back on sun. night! i was so shocked and happy, tears came to my eyes! i'm so happy she's back!!

sun: chilled around my area and ate dinner with doug and jer at the coffee shop near my house! we had XO crab bee hoon, Mongolian pork ribs and hotplate tofu...MMM...so nice haha!

well, the thoughts about this girl are still in my head but i just try to go around the problem when i'm out w/ my friends or whatever.. can't let things stand in the way of cotinuing my day and letting ppl worry for something i can handle myself. it's something i'm use to, i belive, so ya..i can pass this stage..easiest way is if she was mine..muhaha...but let's see..haha!

peace y'all!

[lyrics Mario - Let Me Love You]

Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, YeahMmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah

[Verse 1:]
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are,you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)

[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[Verse 2:]
ListenYour true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

[Bridge:]
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[repeat til it ends (about 3 times)]

[Mario (talking):]
Let me love you that's all you need baby

crush

there's been alot on my mind recently and i think i'm being damn fucking childish about it! it's so high school stuff!

there's someone new in my life, a friend! a person that i wish i knew better! i want to be by her side! she's been depressed about some stuff going on in her class and well, i don't know why, it hurts me to see her like that! she's in a time of depression/sadness and i can't do anything! her classmates are making her and her friends feel like shit and it makes me want to go in and just burst at them! it's funny cuz i haven't felt like this in along time! i like her, i like her alot! i can't stop thinking about her! i think about..has she eaten? where is she? will she be safe? ... and many more things can pop in my head. i wish i could tell her how i feel about her but i'm not in the position right now to say it! we've never met outside of school, we talk only on msn and the occassional sms! how can i approach this..cute, intelligent and emotional girl, the girl that i've seem to be waiting for all my life? i'm lost for words and thoughts! i can't seem to pass the fact that i know her. a guy with my looks, brains and fat (haha) doesn't deserve someone like her...she deserves better, alot more than i can offer! i can only offer my voice, compassion, sincerity, heart and soul! will this be enough to win her over? what can i do to let her know that i've gone head over heels for her when we know nothing about each other?

i'm stuck like a high school boy w/ butterflies in his stomach everytime he sees her..my legs will get all wobbly and my palms all sweaty! i really wish i could be a man and just confess my heart to her..but i just do'nt have the chance to..seems like i can't get her out to chill, hence, no opportunity to express and show my true side! i want to be her best friend, her boyfriend..i want to be by her side at all times and just hold her til she's contended with happiness! i want her by my side to soak up all the thoughts and troubles running in my life...she's the person, i belive, i've been waiting my whole life for! she's everything i've seem to want and everything i need!

i need a fucking love doctor...mr. hitch where are u? lol! can't someone give me some advice? how can i approach someone, i barely know, about what i'm feeling w/o her running away scared and frightened?

god...love is the most complicated game ever! u never know who will win and who will lose! it's a game of chance...the biggest chance a person can take in life...! i can't help it..things happen for a reason...who knows...maybe we will be what we are looking for..if not the complete opposite..!

i'm out..plz post comments or any helpful tips on the tagboard..peace!

school

started my first day of school, since attachment ytd...

THE SCHEDULE IS SO FUCKED UP!!!! take a look, below




sorry the pic is a bit blurred but eh...u can get the idea..right? lol

tues. is my fav. day! as u can see i finish school at 11:45...the project work is just a slot so u can get together with ur group members and well brain storm and stuff..i believe is that they just want us to suffer by not using the time to put some classes in there...ggrrr...

as u can see on wed. and sat. i got the IMF training..IMF stands for the International Monetary Fund, which will be held in sept. in singapore..basically, for those who don't know what the IMF is, a place where rich fucks get together and talk about what to do with the world's money!! haha! i'm kind of happy for a couple of reasons...first..we get paid for doing this..secondly..i can use it to my advantage, my resume. BUT BUT BUT...i hate it cuz it's gonna cut in to our weekends AGAIN!!! fuckers...! damn mofoes are out for us!

anyways...i think most of my friends/classmates will be damn tired after school everyday...i know i will so i guess i can use this to save money? haha prob. not...but a guy can still hope! lol!

i'm gone..need to clean my house and shit...peace!

what a week

what a week...i mean damn! the fucking holidays's are coming to an end and i'm headed back to school...! the holiday went by so fast that it didn't even seem like we had a break! oh well...that's life right? haha no that don't work...can someone give me some words on encouragement plz! haha..argh!

anyways..let's see...hm....

during the holidays i got drunk, went windows shopping while my friend shopped her ass off, went to eat at rosette, slept alot, caught on some movies...

let me just say...Just My Luck, the movie, was pretty funny....scary movie 4 sucked and the omen was weird...superman was cool but i didn't see the big hype...i thought it would have been super super wicked...but it was just uh good? lol...

anyhoo...my schedule for school is like 8:30 to 6:15 or 9 to 6:30...sucks right? except tues. when i get off school at like 11:45..woohoo..hahaha that's it..the rest just sucks..i mean fuck man they even cut in to our weekends again!!!! YES, which means i got classes on sat..FUCK FUCK and DOUBLE FUCK! lol!

..i'm off to bed...gotta get a good rest for school...sucks....peace!