Bored!

Finally got to catch Mr. Woodcock and Resident Evil: Extinction ytd!!

Woodcock = not bad...quite funny at parts.

Extinction = GREAT action throughout the film. Though the beginning was a tad draggy, the action and fighting really made up for it! i just had to ask myself..how many miras were in the show? and how come a girl in a dessert, fighting and sweating, can still look so good? weird if ya ask me...

anyhoo..

things seem to be going well...school sucks as usual and the semester seems to be zooming by. Tests and project stuff are just slamming and it's coming out of no where. Soon there will be no time for anything anymore.

I can't wait til december though. I hope i can go somewhere for vacation. Malaysia? Beijing? Taiwan? hm..i really really wanna head out to taiwan though. At least i can say i traveled to most places in asia. Beijing would be good too..cheaper on one part and i get to see liang and her friends. hm...decisions decisions..

i'm out...gonna go become the couch potato i use to be =) peace!

Forever 19

Liang Liang aka Forever 19 aka sweet liang aka ah 68 (lol) aka my sister!

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has just left singapore to head home to china, where she will embark on her journey to a career and furthering her studies.

It's just hard to say goodbye. The last time she left was so much easier thinking that she was gonna come back for good. However, now that i know she won't be back for along time, i just can't bear with the thought. I was so shocked when i saw her leave...i really wished it was a reality show and she'd re-appear once again! the laughter we had leaving the airport made me forget for awhile, but being alone at home..it really made me think!

Things are gonna go back to how they were and life is gonna get dull once again. No one to really talk to or just call up for the sake of talking. Lonely nights alone at home starring in front of the television with a packet of food is how i will spend my weekends. The feeling of calling liang to come out for coffee or just to come over is gone!

There is so much i wanted to tell liang before she left. Things that i couldn't say in front of others , but i didn't get the chance to do so. I wanted to tell her how much she meant to me, how much i will miss her, tell her how i would feel without her here next to me...but most importantly how much i love her and the impact she made on my life!!


Liang if you read this i just want you to know that you will never be forgotten!! i love you so much and i wish that the plans you had previously would have sticked! however, i know why you made the decisions you did and i can only wish you all the best! I can't be greedy and ask you to change everything to stay, that's just too selfish and that's not who i am. I really hope that you do come visit and i will try my best to come and see you as well. Just know that this chubby boy is still here and i will always be a phone call away...anytime of the day!! It was so hard to hold in my tears at the airport, but i succeeded! i didn't want to put more pressure on you and i didn't want you to see me breakdown. There is just so many things i wanna tell you, but i won't have the chance! i regret not talking to you earlier but i guess it's better this way, so it won't be as hard as it already is. Writing this post has brought me a lot of pain and tears already and i just wish that you are able to read this when you get back so you know how i really feel. I know sometimes i don't really show my feelings but i hope you know the reasons behind it! I LOVE YOU LIANG LIANG! come back and visit! May everything work out the way you want it and i wish you all the best for your future career and future happiness.

This is has to be one of the hardest post for me to finish! tears running down my cheeks are making me wanna burst out and scream!

i gotta go! take care! peace!

update of week!

[SONG] LS3 - Ooh Mami

Not much to update...here are some visuals to let you have a hint of what Liang and I have been up to the past last week or so and some from eunices' b-day party.

Yes, lack of sleep and spending time at home have been given up to play and eat..and i mean really EAT!!

Enjoy the pix and the music...peace y'all!



The Pose I Miss @ TCC!



Bored @ TCC!



Pillow Fight @ Eunices' House!



I Won!! haha!



Pretending to be a sleep...oh man, look at that triple chin!!



I and Villies @ Superstar!



Cheers y'all!!



I and Paulina @ Superstar!




Chansey, Elliott, Liang, Thomas, Alan and I (at the back being the only 1 to act dumb lol) @ Swissotel Merchant Court for dinner!



I, Liang and Alan @ TCC after SMC dinner!



Liang and I @ TCC!



Tali ban? haha! Ellenborough Market Cafe @ Swissotel Merchant Court!



Alan, Eunice, Thomas, Elliott, Liang, I and Chansey @ TCC!



Bored! lol!



*ahem* we're suppose to act asleep!!!! not make funny faces..aiyo!



Mat doesn't like to look @ the camera with me in it...*so sad* haha!

That's it for now...i'll upload more pix when i got the time and shit!

peace!

Liang's Return

[Song] D-Ground - Feelin You

So Liang returned on sunday morning @ around 5:45am.

After we picked her up and went back to my place, the days are never empty with things to do.

First off, Sunday night. We, as in I and Liang, headed to west ave 8 for dinner with, Thomas, Elliott, Paulina and Alan. After which, Elliott, Thomas and Alan stayed over the night. Too bad it ended early with Liang and Alan heading to bed early!!!

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Day 2, Monday. After school, I went to Little India with Thomas and Aisah to have dinner @ Banana Leaf, for a school project. There we met up with Rai and his wife. We interviewed Anjula (rai's wife) about the cultures of India.

Might i add, Banana Leaf is a great place to try out some authentic North and South Indian Cuisine. I have some pix of the food, but i'm too lazy as of now to upload them. Maybe i'll do so in the next post =)

After dinner, we headed to town to meet up with Elliott and Liang. We went to NYDC for desserts and then made our way to Boat Quay to check out Vincent's new joint. After which, Elliott, Liang and I headed to Cineleisure for a karaoke session @ K-Box. That lasted until about 4:30am or so. Got to bed @ about 6:30am and i still had to head to school. Argh!!

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As for today, it was a great and fun day. Xiumin, Amy, Susanna, Liang, Eunice, Chansey, Nicholas, Alan, Elliott, Paulina, Wan Ling, Thomas and I went to steamboat (yet again lol) It was great! just to be with the old gang again was fun.

THX to Nicholas' dad for preparing that special sweet and sour chili crab (?) It was great! down that shit with a beer and the taste was like WHOA! amazing! the crab was so juicy and tender and the sauce was just superb.

After, we headed to our usual dessert place after steamboat, Ah Chew Desserts! oh man, the mango sago, though different then the HK ones, is always a pleasure having after such a hearty meal. Just a great way to finish the meal.

On top of that, we headed to the Bugis Arcade to play some games. It was fun considering that i haven't played such new and advanced games in such a long time!

and now...i'm here telling you the stories of our last 3 days.

There are more scheduled days ahead..like clubbing, more dinners and meeting up with some old classmates.

Cheers y'all!!

talk?

since monday, i've been yearning to talk to someone. I just needed someone to talk to..to get my mind off things, ya know?

ever since i've came to singapore, i never really 'talk' to anyone. Liang is probably the only person i'm comfortable talking about issues and problems with, but i'm still holding back. I just can't find anyone to hold a decent conversation with. Someone that can relate to me and understand what i'm saying. I miss the days when maggie, stella, wanda, ken, karman and vivian were just a phone call or a drive away.

Is it because many of my friends now didn't come from the same background/situation/conditions as i did? Growing up in an environment much different then theirs?

In a way, i think this is one of the reasons. I know their are some people willing to listen, but can they really help me? Can they relate my issues and problems to their lives? Most likely not. I don't want to swarm them with problems they can't help me solve. Many people come to me for problem solving and i can help because i can relate. I've seen much things from the streets of toronto and experienced, not through just myself but my friends as well, many valuable and life learnt teachings. And i love sharing these stories, theories and teachings with people. It's a great way to communicate and learn from each other!

I'm not trying to get all cocky and shit but it's the truth.

All i want is someone that i'm able to call anytime of the day, cuss, bitch and rant to. If that's not possible, then just someone to talk and joke with - to pass time. I mean there are some that i can talk to and laugh with over the phone, but how many are willing to talk for an hour or 2 or 3 or 4? how many can withstand it? how many are willing to answer a phone call at 4am?

I know i may seem selfish by wanting this and that, but isn't everyone entitled to 'want' something and yearn for something? Am i not allowed to have a friend around the corner to hear me out and just stick by me and listen without saying a word til i'm done?

There are so many people on this planet and it just seems that i can never really find the right one. Why is this so? I mean i've got great friends who are always there, but i just need 1 friend to jump the next level with me. I'm not saying the people around me are not worthy of this or anything, i'm just saying that i haven't found the right one yet - the one that i'm utterly comfortable with.

Many of us laugh and joke but how many of us are willing to open up?

It's like the first day of school in shatec in 2005. Many were unwilling to go out and chill after the first day of meeting. However my first day in high school, our whole class hung out at the arcade after school and just fucked around til the evening. I guess this is an example of cultural differences. This is also a great way to portray, how many of us are willing to open ourselves up when we just met someone and showing the eagerness to become friends or acquaintances.

The western mindset and culture VS. The asian mindset and culture

Both cultures have their pros and cons. So i'm not trying to say that westerns are better than asians or vice-versa!

It's with that said that i may find it difficult to open to some because of cultural reasons, living conditions and background. Although my skin is yellow, my heart is white and this is what really makes a difference.

I'm out peace!

(i hope i didn't offend anyone or anything and if i did, don't take it to heart plz)

HK Update

Quick post.

Sat night was quite fun. Got to hang out with some classmates at Eunice's B-day thingy at K-Box. Sang til 2am and headed to upper thompson for crispy prata. Oh oh oh, were they ever delicious. After that, we headed to Eunice's house to hang out, talk and just slack around. It was a fun time though, even though we were all falling asleep - some accomplished that *ahem* eunice? haha!

Sorry to mat and chansey for disturbing you the whole night muhahahaha!

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Today marked the first day back to school for Higher Diploma in Hotel Management Semester 2.

The books were pricey and some things were done that i felt were childish. I won' t discuss the issue because there really isn't much to say, except, what's done is done, period.

We've been in Shatec for so long, so there isn't much excitement for the first day of school or anything. I guess there's just more dreading and cussing in the morning when everyone needs to get to class.

anyhoo...

Here are a some pix...



T-B: I, Janice, Mat, Eunice, Amanda, Jerlyn, Douglas, Jessica and Chansey @ K-Box for Eunice's B-day!



Normal Pic haha!



I in Guangzhou..I'm sad cuz i was cheated into going by my dad!



Michaelangelo? This swimming in a chinese restaurant in Guangzhou...i don't know if it's edible though lol!



HK Scenaric Pic!



Initial D Replica @ the HK Int'l Airport!



Some Chinese Words on the Street!



I and Vivian @ Causeway Bay...My most happiest and memorable part of the whole trip was to see her!!! it's been like 3 yrs since we've last met...it was just amazing! I've known her since i was 16 or 17 and she's always been like the sister i've never had!



Being Dumb!



My Dad and I @ Causeway Bay

! Do we look alike? I put this up for all of you to have a glimpse of what i most probably will look like 30 yrs down the road. That's just sad!!

I haven't taken a picture with my dad in years and i only did so because Vivian asked me to. If not, i wouldn't have had such a huge smile on my face, looking all happy and shit! For that split second, i think i made that old man happy. who knows...oh well..! whatever!

that's all for now..peace!