toronto party

i just found a video from a group that hosts asian parties in Toronto called Acom. (visit http://www.acomproductions.com for pix and all) i just wanna share with all the singaporeans how we do it in toronto...the video i'm posting was the lastest event held at the docks w/ more that 2300+ ppl and special guest from playboy magazine: Kimberly King!




the last time i went to the docks was a few yrs back, when i was in canada of course, for a wet tee shirt competition! damn damn damn..all i remember is that the girls were HOT hahaha! anyways, watching this video, made me miss the clubs in toronto..singapore clubs, for now atleast, will never hit up to this type of level..i mean if u notice, the crowd is all up bumping and grinding, while in sg ppl seem to be holding back when they club. clubbing should be fun and laid back. i understand the fact of ppl in relationships so they would be holding back, which is fine, but to have a night out is to, relax, let-loose and just enjoy the crowd and music right? something i haven't seen in the singaporean night life, maybe i'm just going to the wrong places lol!

i miss toronto clubs, the main reason is...THE MUSIC! the clubs here are too into their techno/trance/house/jungle...hip-hop and RnB are getting more popular but the ppl are too conservative for that kind of atmosphere and by atmosphere i mean the type of dance that persuade this type music to be so called 'sexy'

anyhoo, toronto clubs rock, SG sucks! haha! peace!

lala

last week was a week i don't want to rmb!

a grown man crying in the middle of the night is something i don't want to go through anymore...atleast for now! i mean i'm not afraid to cry...it was what was on my mind that i really want to forget! i'm feeling better, alot! thx to liang liang and xiumin for helping me through this rough patch in life..though xiumin may think she didn't really do much, but ur presence and voice was more than enough, really and thx a mil!

ANYHOO!!!! lets change the subject shall we? YES we shall richie..!

i just realised how much i need to really get my hands on a card reader! i have some pix i wanna upload so that i can prob. do some serious blogging..though u may all not be interested in the subject but i wanna discuss these topics to improve my writing skills, improve my logical thinking and enhance my english through literacy writing!

lets see nothing to blog about this weekend so bleh...JUST 1 thing i wish to say to all my group friends in the outlets...sorry bout leaving early and all on sat..i know you were all very busy and very tired at the end..so sorry! 220 pax is nothing to joke about...!

...U ALL THINK I SHOULD CHANGE MY BLOG SKIN YET? POST COMMENTS IN THE TAG BOARD, THX...!

i'll blog again soon! take care all....peace!

home

sat: went to amanda and amy's b-day party @ superstar! i drank some beer, chivas and tequila...i was on the verge of getting high BUT i puked and i puked ALOT!!! 2 times when i reached home and 3 times when i woke up! i don't know why i would puke, it was just disgusting! i didn't puke any food or anything..it was pure brown water..i think it was my stomach acids or something! maybe i shouldn't have drank so much the whole week...who knows!

anyhoo...amy and amanda: hope u had a great b-day...sorry for leaving so early...hope it won't happen again...lol!

sun: went to watch Over The Hedge w/ liang! it's a pretty funny movie..i hate paying for cartoons but there wasn't really anything to watch but the movie wasn't so bad so i'm not angry haha! then liang came to my house to stay...we watched 3 ninjas and monster in law dvds hee...

*topic of the day* HOME HOME HOME HOME!!!!

just wanna say thx to someone -- STELLA!!! i HATE U! hahaha just kidding! u know i love u w/ all my heart and soul!

here's the case...i just visited stella's blog and i saw a photo that i didn't expect to see...


immediately after i saw this pic, tears came to my eyes..! 7 of the guys in that pic are my boys (there's 8 but i don't know 1 of them haha)...we've been through thick and thin together! when i saw this pic..my heart started to get mooshy, my hands are literally trembling when i type and memories just keep flashing back and forth in my head! i can't take it..seeing this pic makes me want to drop the 1yr+ i've spent in school and just go home and chill w/ my boys/friends! i hate pretending to be strong when i'm not, i hate being alone when i choose to and most importantly i hate the fact that i've run away from something i didn't want to happen! the only reason i've been able to stay strong in singapore, alone and scared, is that i want to accomplish something! i want a diploma and maybe a degree after! does this make me strong? does this show courage and strength? HELP ME!!! i'm so lost right now, this moment in time this very second! i just wanna hop on a plane home, land and get a beer w/ my friends in toronto! FUCK! FUCK FUCK!
i guess i'm just being stupid again...i need a slap in the face to wake me up! or maybe i should just sleep away the thoughts i have in my head right now!

...i'll be okay...hopefully...just need sometime to cool down and relax!
sorry stella..it's not ur fault...lol...i'm just thinking too much, hey it's what i do best right?
peace!

talk?

topic: soothing voice

sorry everyone..i know i just blogged ytd but this is something i really need to get off my back...hey what's blogging for if u can't bitch and rant about whatever u want right? lol

anyhoo..here's the case...i know i'm being an idiot for even thinking this or blogging about it...so be it, i'm a total idiot!

i was just sitting in front of the television and it just hit me...i wanted to find someone to talk on the phone with..now u may be asking urself, is it that hard to find someone to talk to if u have friends? well...yes cuz it depends on the type of person u wish to talk to...do u want someone that can listen? bitch w/ u? can carry a convo? let them talk while u listen, when the fact is u want to talk? etc. etc. etc.

see...this may all be leading to 1 thing...a girlfriend! if i had a girlfriend to wake up or to talk to...then i wouldn't be in this situation correct? correct richie! i think..now i'm just thinking..sub-consciously all these issues running back and forth in my head are ways of covering up some issues...most importantly...desperation...desperation to find that someone special...why can't my life be like a fucking movie? i mean movies make love seem so much easier than reality...ya i know alright..ur thinking it's just a movie...but most movies have a base on where the story comes from right? so the writer or director or whoever writes these damn movies may have encountered these types of situations right? well maybe..who knows!

so anyways...what i'm thinking is that my sub-conscious is letting these weird signals to my brain saying...find someone to talk to..! so i started looking through my phone list...it's 2 am may i remind u...i called liang thinking, hm...maybe she's still up...! wrong! she was asleep (sorry liang)! then i started to really look deep deep deep into my list, and what i came up with was..absolutely nothing! firstly, i was scared to wake anyone up...secondly..i didn't know who to call anyways...lastly..no one on my list seems to fit the description on who i'm looking for to talk to (sorry everyone)!

so when u think..u tend to think too much correct? so looking for this voice to hear me blab and shit was pretty much impossible...then 1 thing led to another and i'm thinking about my pathetic life and here i am blogging about it to the whole fucking world! i know there maybe more pathetic ppl out there then me but for now...in my group of friends, my life surroundings, my past and temp. future...i'm the most pathetic thing walking the streets of singapore!

i just need a soothing voice that can carry a conversation, listen to me (i'm not that selfish am i?), give advice and well JUST BE THERE!!!!!!

a girlfriend would prob. do these things..friends, may not go to that extent...i could be wrong, but for now atleast...this is what's running through my mind..!

...girlfriend...hm...

smart, funny, cute, outgoing, un-shy, great personality, caring, minimal body hair (lol)!! <--quite practical isn't it? hm...is it too much? do i have high-expectations?

nice toes (hee) and fair skinned are a extra bonus....

...who knows! i'm a fool that thinks way too much...

i'm off to find my bestest friend in the whole fucking world...he was born in 1873 in Amsterdam, Holland...his name is Heineken!
peace bitches!

sorry

*song: James Blunt - You're Beautiful...i believe this song fits me well*

hey y'all, so sorry i haven't had the time to blog recently!

anyways here's what happened in my dull life recently..

sat: went to superstar w/ alan, doug and er chong...just chilled and drank a bit..nothing special!

sun: went to steamboat w/ liang, eunice, jasmine and alan! *i got some pix, but i had to return the memory card reader to liang so i can't post any pix taken from my phone right now..so sorry, wait til i have time to go purchase one!* anyways..after we went to Ah Chew (funny name right? lol) to eat some chinese dessert...MmMmMm..delicious!

mon to wed: nothing special happened.. haha

...serious topic now...!

i've been working/attached to The Executives' Club for alittle more than 3 weeks now..! it's situated in the central business district, raffles place. here's what i have noticed!!

firstly, we have done a few functions for the OCBC bank...and DAMN DAMN DAMN...all i can say is that i'm in the wrong bloody coarse haha! the trainees, tellers...infact the staff in general; referring to the females of course, are mostly HOT HOT HOT!!!! i can lose track of what i'm doing in a split second...i mean my eyes are getting a damn work out and it's damn distracting!

secondly, every morning when i go to work or when i'm going home after a morning shift...i can see so many nice office ladies wandering the streets of raffles place...my head won't stop moving from left to right; top to bottom! it's a damn work out for my head, yet my head still won't shrink haha and sometimes even my jaws will get a good work out...! dammit! i wish i was smart enough to study a office type job so i can go work in that area and get a fucking hard-on every fucking morning! hahaha! jokes (well not really lol)

lastly, (this sounds like an essay haha) across the street of the OCBC bank building is boat quay..! after after shift is done, most of the time we will head over for supper or a drink or whatever...and the mini pubs, clubs and coffee houses situated here are swarming with fine female body parts..! every pub/club/coffee house will have atleast 1 or 2 hot girls..when ur eating (vu will understand what i mean by this) ur head won't stop moving side to side; glancing up and down..enjoying god's creations to the max! haha!

OVERALL!!!!! raffles place is the place to work! i mean damn...it's my motivation to wake up everyday to head to my free/extensive/tiring labour job! if i had a opportunity to work in this area...i would definately take the chance...no doubt about it =)

i'm out man...peace!

mp3z...

Topic: mp3 players

okay for the folks in toronto...this may rarely occur to u since most of y'all drive and shit...so for all the singaporeans u should know what i mean by this blog entry...

...today as i was taking the MRT home...i noticed a guy tapping his feet to the music on his mp3 player...nothign wrong with that, since i was tapping my fingers while listening to mine...

at the time i believe i was listening to mobb deep - quiet storm...so as i was glancing at this guy i noticed that he was really engrossed into his music, which of course is fine since music is made to be enjoyed...besides tapping his foot for the whole journey, he started to shake his body like he was in a club or something...it's kind of embarrassing to see a single guy listening to music, tapping his foot and starting to dance right? anyways..the point of this entry is...what the fuck is he listening to?

taking the fact he's chinese, i beleive he was probably listening to jay chow? wang lee hom? jj lin? hm...i was contemplating to figure out what he was listening to...though i am chinese, i rarely listen to chinese music, though i do enjoy the occassional oriental twist to my music..since i listen to hip-hop and Rnb and knowing most local ppl listen to chinese music, i automatically assumed he was listening to chinese music!

so i took out my iPOD to change the selection the of hip-hop to canto/mando pop...since thinking about this whole topic made me want to listen to chinese music..about 10 min later, the guy took out his creative zen and since i was thinking so hard about what this fucker was listening to, i couldn't help but glance over to see his zen...! what came to a shock was that it wasn't chinese, hip-hop or pop music...i saw the artists and album name...ANDREA BOCELLI - Amore!!!!!! OMFG!!! i have no problems with classical music...i enjoy it..but the fact u can groove on the mrt listening to classical music really came to a big big fucking shock!!

i literally dropped my jaw and started to stare at the guy! Also, as another note, the guy wasn't old at all...he was prob. my age or maybe a year or two older..!

anyways...what i saw really opened my eyes...now whoever i see with a headphone/earphone i'm just gonna wonder, what the fuck everyone is going to be listening too...serious..i mean most of my friends listen to chinese or pop music..i think i'm the only 1 that listens to true/pure hip-hop...so that's gonna be alright..but to all the strangers ... i'm not checking u out..unless ur hot, haha, i'll be contemplating what is going through yours ears...no doubt!

anyways i'm out...ppl dancing to classical music really got my mind spinning...peace!

cycling etc.

i know it's been awhile since i last blogged, so here's what i did this past week!

on sat i went to Ministry of Sound (MOS) for Ya Mone's b-day party, then i headed down to Happy (a gay club where my friend works) to chill for awhile..got pretty tipsy after lol..

sun: i went to KM8 @ Sentosa with zeke, his girl and sarah...drank a bit and hung around then went to Wala Wala @ Holland V w/ just zeke and his girl..it's a nice place w/ a GOOD live band..i'm going back there for sure!

MONDAY!! hehe..went cycling @ east coast park w/ jessica, frances and alan! (pix below) it was so nice to get some frucking excercise done haha..i haven't gone cycling in ages..it was so fun just riding around and looking at the scenary..after we met up with zi jing @ tampines mall...we ate again and chatted awhile and took photos outside haha (i haven't gotten the photos yet, sorry)...this weekend we will be heading to pasir ris park to rollerblade and shit this sunday..i hope we can head to fisherman's village to eat muhahahaha!

tues: started work @ OCBC..it SUCKS!!! there aren't any fucntions so we have nothing to do..i'm situated at the bar all week and all i can say is that it's damn boring BUT BUT BUT i get to enjoy a kick ass view of singapore's city..marvelous!
after work me, sarah, kerine, harris, frances and jessica headed to Eski Bar..it's a bar that's FREEZING cold and most ppl need a jacket to stay inside..LUCKILY FOR ME I'M A CANADIAN SO I CAN WITHSTAND THE COLDNESS muhahahaha..sorry singapoeans hahaha!

wed (today): went for supper (first) w/ shalini, frances, jessica and amanda @ shah alam (is the spelling right? haha) anyways..we ate and chatted awhile then liang liang, alex, elliott and christopher came over from petals and that's when i had my SECOND supper lol..i'm gonna get FUCKING fat soon time!

pix...



it's the wind that's making me fat..*humph*


nice ass eh? lol!


hehe..so stylish lol jokes!


after cycling @ tampines mall! l-r: me, jessica and frances!


l-r: frances, alan and me


me and sarah @ sentosa: KM8


kickass view of SG from OCBC 33rd floor: executives' club!


me and sarah @ the executives' club bar...


the lounge area at the executives' club


sick isn't it?


the bar area @ the executives' club...