X-Mas

fuck fuck fuck!!!

the holiday season is around the corner and my mood swings are coming around again. I FUCKING HATE CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS!!!!!

Much has to do with the past, even though i haven't experienced a 'bad' x-mas and new years in a long long time, it's just the memories that keep popping out from no where! god dammit..i need psychiatric help (laughs)

It's horrid. I think it will take much 'great' holiday seasons to past before I stop being so grouchy around this time of year. Worst thing is that Chinese New Year's is around the corner, which is really starting to PISS THE FUCK OUT OF ME!!!

After the x-mas, new years and CNY, things will feel much better.

I guess I really hate the whole x-mas shopping thing, the whole big woo haa from new years and the whole family gatherings and loud ass music that gets played around chinese new years. I'm just your typical old grouch i guess...but whatever ~

I'm out for now...will update soon..PEACE!