school problems

fucking shit! didn't go to school today due to oversleeping! argh!

why is this happening to me? i know i've been feeling super tired recently but that is no reason for my incompetence! ...i feel so shitty right now..i don't know why either..i think it's because i'm trying to manage alot of things in my life right now. I'm trying to keep up with alot of issues...i love the challenge! it's a great learning experience for to manage my time and get my priorities straigtened out!

anyhoo...

ytd..we, as in shatec students, went to a seminar at orchard hotel. The seminar in whole was boring! but there were some interesting points mentioned. the 1st half was to share stories and experiences from ppl in the industry, the second was to congratulate some chefs. anyways..the points heard from some of the industry people really got to me and made a lot of sense. it opened my views to some issues! we were lucky to hear words from such ppl like the founder of Sakae sushi and the Tung Lok Group.

Visit http://www.excelsior.com.sg/ to check out the new faces of the FnB industry in singapore!

today..

i heard from elliott that there was a meeting with the new CE of shatec. he was discussing the news issues going around shatec and clearifying some rumors that were going around. there is a petition going around to protest against the new ce at
http://www.petitiononline.com/shat2406/petition.html plz go and sign it if u still diagree with what the CE is doing to Shatec. i don't know if this will help in anyway but atleast u were part of it.

Pix..



Liang and Me (looking dumb) at Jurong East...



On the way to Rio's House!

i'm done..gonna complete some project stuff...peace!

tired of everything!

[Song] Marques Houston - I Can Be The One

i'm so tired of everything!

been doing so many projects and assignments...i just can't seem to focus on what's important to me! juggling time has never been so difficult! the ppl around me seem to have it so easy..why am i stressing?

I believe most of this stress is because i'm putting alot of un-neccessary weight on my shoulders. The mentality of being a group 'leader' gets my nerves all rattled up. For instance, i've got a video to compile in less than 1 week. this video will display our final year project, from head to toe. I wanna make it memorable for me and my fellow classmates. This 1 video has already put me in the slumps. I took up the responsibility of handling our Econs project and Principle of Communication project...the econs took me 5 hrs to compile and edit..god knows how long it will take to write up 2,500 word essay for our communication project. On top of that, i gotta do a 1000+ word individual essay...all by dec. 1st 2006! argh...1 word...STRESSED!

Besides trying to juggle my time...my mind is filled with love issues, yet again! feelings i thought have left my mind, body and soul seem to be on the rise again. what to do? there's no time to pursue it, no money to do anything and just too much things going on in my life to care. Hopefully, this will help me take my mind off things...maybe not..but whatever the outcome...i'm kind of glad i feel this way. <--you may not understand what i'm trying to say, cuz i sure as hell don't!

on other, more 'happy' notes..

went to rio's house on fri night! He was most generous in opening his home to our classmates for a thanksgiving dinner! his house is HUGE...i've only lived in a house like his twice in canada, and they didn't last more than a year..so sad! but the dinner really brought back memories of canada, friends and old-times. I seriously...no doubt about it..wanted to burst into tears after seeings the turkeys butt..i guess besides relationships, school and time management...i'm getting a tad home sick as well.

did i mention he has a karaoke system in his house? it seems like one of those from a KTV haha! so advanced...he said it cost like 500 bucks..my jaw dropped in shock!

I lost 20 bucks in show hand w/ thomas, elliott, zeke, nelson and john...so sad...i wanted to teach them how to play texas hold 'em ..but if i'm not wrong, the majority wanted to play show hand..i miss texas hold 'em days..damn..thinking about it is getting me worked up, argh!

I feel so sensitive to minor issues right now..maybe cuz my body is in shock. i've just completed HALF of the video conversions for the video, totalling 8hrs of work...i still got quite a bit of data to finish...damn!

THX rio for everything...it was much appreciated! it was a great night of chilling, drinking and singing haha!

...fuck it..pix time...




MmMm...wonderful!



another view



It tasted..so good! damn!



the turkey and the butt that almost made me cry haha!



i miss those BIG ass turkeys u find in canada lol!



This hat can actually be folded into a fan lol!

not much

....what can i say...i mean after the event..everything is suppose to be less stressful right?

well i guess i was wrong...

after the event...alot of unknown 'hatred' is going around! alot of things seem to be going wrong. there's just so much beef and no one is really aware of it! starting to think if there is anyone hiding anything from me!

if there is..let me know and we can talk it out like adults! drama, drama, drama! argh..! i just wished everyone could just get along! i mean..i just can't stand the hate anymore..i use to be one of those ppl, but i just started seeing things different after some issues happened in my life! i'm not judging ppl for what they think or believe..i'm just saying that life is never a box of chocolates. there will always be problems, especially when we head out to attachment/work. the real world is so much more cruel..i've seen it and experienced it! no one will ever be satisfied, so isn't it best if ppl can just remain happy? and put less stress and anger upon yourself?

i believe everyone put in some kind of effort..some may have put in alot more than others..but it just goes to show, who cares and who takes the initiative! it's those without intitiative and willingness to help that get left behind, so why worry for them..just think of your own benefits.

just some toughts...you don't to take it serious if you think i'm wrong or i'm being selfish!

anyhoo...on to brighter notes...

this friday our class has been invited to Rio's house for thanksgiving dinner! WOOHOOO i'm so damn fucking excitied! i love going to his place haha! i asked if his sister was gonna be there and he said no...oh so sad! haha!

went out to thomas's b-day on fri night! drank and chatted at suba! damn..i really needed that night! it felt so good just to sit back, relax and have a alcoholic beverage! mmm...damn soothing!

went out with mat on sunday! headed to chomp chomp...haha WE have fallen in love with that place hahaha! the food is just so good! best part is...we can head down to Ice Cube! the ice-cream is just to die for! i mean seriously! whoever thought of adding liquor to ice cream is a fucking genious haha!

not much planned for the weekend...i'm just swarmed with project work! i hope i can it over and done with a.s.a.p.!

...PIX time...!



Carrying my new chair from amy's house! lol! it cost
S$160 but it was ALL worth it! it's so damn fucking comfortable!



pulling dumb faces at serangoon garden!



Ice Cube Dessert! hm....so goooooood!



Thomas the birthday boy...haha look at the liqor!

FINALLY the Event is OVER!

MOMMY...it's OVER!!!!!!!!

finally, we have concluded the end of our 'Asian Jamboree!' After, 8 weeks of long preparations, sub-events and long ass meeting hours...we came up with a event, i would say a success!

though i still believe our flair workshop was a much more better success...we knew how much work, efforts and dedication it took to bring this final event to a closure! so, no matter how much flaws, errors or complains there are..we know deep down, we tried our best and that it was the teamwork and unity that made this event such a memorable one!

I belive a lot of my classmates have grown and matured after these 8 weeks of struggle. I can tell that a lot of them really poured their hearts and souls into this project!

So to that...DHM0405 A CONGRATULATIONS on a JOB WELL DONE!!!!!

we couldn't have done it without everyones support and hard work! give yourself a pat on the back! haha!

to the programs team: sorry for not guiding you all during the preparations. i know there were alot of communication problems and i'm sorry! truely! but i couldn't have done it without you, so once again! THANK YOU!

PICTURE TIME!!! (there are alot of footage but i can't display them all cuz i haven't received them yet and well i'm pretty sure you wouldn't wanna see them all anyways! haha!)



Prepaing for the event!



Alot of ppl came to the event!



Yes...we have a crowd!



Winner of the Beauty Pageant! AND this girl can really eat spicy food!



haha so..how do we look? weird right? lol!

great movie

[SONG] Justin Lo - Kong

Just a short update on this movie i just finished watching...

I just downloaded a great movie called 'Love @ First Sight' By: Alex Fong, Justin Lo and Kary Ng! It's a Hong kong flick and there hasn't been one like this for awhile, atleast to my knowledge!

It was so good...i loved it! it's a bit sassy though, but the meaning was there and the music just so good! i just loved the combination! i'm so hoping to see a part 2 to this movie!

This song is performed by Justin Lo from the movie! the whole OST is pretty good...if u like canto music, go and download the album yourself, or maybe if i get enough requests i'll upload it for you guys!

here's the poster...



that's it..just wanted to tell u bout my midnight movie experience @ home lol!

it's been long

I know it's been along time since i made a post...I'm sorry.. truely sorry from the bottom of my heart!

now that's out of the fucking way!

I've been fucking busy as hell! i SERIOUSLY...just wanna sleep all day, watch tv, eat, shit and sleep again! BUT NOOOO...why why why, u ask...

LET ME TELL U!!!!

it's all because of 1 thing..that's right only 1 thing is making my nerves rattle...and that is...SCHOOL! argh!!

projects this, projects that...! FINE give us projects..it's not a big deal..IF UR PROJECTS WEREN'T SO FUCKING LARGE AND DETAILED!! argh!

...okay enough venting on that..!

sat - went to chinatown with cao yan and susanna to pick up souvenirs for our cultural fair...then we went to jessica's b-day at superstar...it was so good! a wicked time to relax with friends and drink!

sun - went to Sengkang! suppose to meet wei ching...but she wasn't feeling so well, so ya..me liang, thomas and elliott ended up going to Chomp Chomp for dinner and then headed to Ice cube for dessert..it was a good day!

Mon - went to Aisah's house for Hari Raya! hehe..it's been 1 year since i went there and the food was amazing! thx aisah if ur reading this!

the rest of the week was boring as usual...

oh yes. Thurs. went to pick up items for the cultural fair...FUCK MAN!! there are so many! me and wan ling had a HARD ASS FUCKING tIME COLLECTING THAT SHIT, YO!
but it's what we gotta do for the team..so i guess i shouldn't be bitching so much!

PIX TIME...ENJOY!



@ the Jap. Cultural centre...Trying to act like the statue! lol!



so..do i look like a emperor from china? muhahaha!



John says "HAPPY B-DAY, JES"



Chillin' at superstar on Jes' B-Day...



mmm...BEER!! haha!



@ Aisah's House looking dumb! lol!



the wonderful feast at chomp chomp!



the exquisite desserts at ice cube...MMM..so delcious!