FINALLY

FINALLY!!!!! projects are over! no more stressing! but the worst is yet to come! EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!

argh..what can i say? i mean that's life right? unless i choose not to study and do well then i can just sleep and slack all day with no potential career oppportunities ahead..so ya better work hard now, relax later hahaha!

anyways...i think our history presentation went quite smooth, though me and alan didn't really know our content haha! thx alot to xiumin for doing the powerpoint! liang, amanda, susu thx for everything in the support!

on to other news...

ytd i went to the gym with thomas, elliott and liang! it was a great workout! it's been like 6 months since i entered a gym so ys i'm pretty much feeling the after effects right now! my whole upper body is sore and i have to squat down half way to was my hair haha! it's so damn painful...like they say... no pain no gain! after we headed to yishun for dinner...i bought a nike bag at $75.00...i love it..plain and simple...just divine!

later i'll be headed shopping with liang, well for me it will be window shopping haha! and hopefully we can find time to head to suba to visit thomas, elliott and jude at work!

gotta go do laundry now so i'm out..peace!

the week

[Song] P. Diddy - I Need A Girl

well friday was another day at home doing projects. Yes! just right after my banquet ops presentation we still had to do project work! dammit! the presentation was so stressing already and yet, as the group leader, i set a meeting on the same day! sorry to the group members cuz well i know none of y'all actually wanted to get together! but atleast we accomplished a bit of work rather then wasting the day! all in all...i'm sorry folks! no hard feelings!

saturday was a fucking rough as day! we had a team building thing for the IMF training. It was a scavenger hunt which was meant to bond the people i'm attached with in the hotel together. I"ll be attached to the Grand Copthrone Waterfront Hotel. it's a 4 star hotel but i'm so not happy about it! i wanted something more international and bigger! atleast if i were to go back to canada they would've heard of the hotel. on a brighter note though, liang is across the street at Holiday INN Atrium and i'll be working the same shift as Thomas. Back to the Scavenger hunt..they made us run around city hall area when the sun is at it's peak! damn i'm surprised no one fainted lol! AND AND AND!!! omg..this is a story i'm telling my kids...i ran with a 10kg bag of rice on the streets of SG...i mean..what the hell? what does carrying rice around have anything to do with the IMF?!?! anyways..there were some fun times...like dancing and singing at the old supreme court infront of a bunch of car, buses and tourists! i bet the tourists must be thinking ppl in sg are weird or something towards that haha!

afterwards me, liang, eunice, elliott, john, jessica and thomas went to maxwell food centre for dinner then headed to superstar for a drink where we met up with villies and sky. it was a relaxing time after the scavenger hunt! reached home around 12 something...fell asleep by 1am lol!

today, i stayed home watching TV and doing the history project...liang came over to chill and we had dinner together! the history project is about 75% done! just need to edit 1 section and start on the powerpoint! can't wait to push this aside and concentrate more on the productivity sutdies project.

I'm sick! got a sore throat, coughing and stuffy nose! it's getting late and i wanna finish watching Boston Legal...so i'm out for now...peace! take care and god bless!

shop

let's see...

me, liang, thomas and elliott followed alan shopping ytd! he spent like 400 bux...rich bitch! lol! after we went to Petals to grab dinner....mmm...it was oh so good! i had the lamb chops, which were so good with the mint sauce...DELICIOUS!!

well, on a more serious note...

i've noticed that relationships have started to sprung up! congrats to everyone for finding someone! i've gotta stop thinking about trying to find someone, and just let things flo but i just can't help to think that, no one wants me! seriously speaking, i've looked into the fucking mirror, i've asked myself over and over what traits i have and what can i offer besides my heart and soul!

i have nothing..no looks, no money and well to some, my personality may not appeal to them. seriously though, it seems so hard to just find a female half to cherish time with! i wanna be able to look at a sunrise/sunset while holding to someone, hold hands while walking on the beach, surprise her with gifts just to see them smile...and so much more! i know i'm stupid for thinking about things like this..makes me seem so desperate, though some parts of me may be, but most it is just lusting to feel love. as an only child, basically growing up on the streets, with parents that left me alone during my whole childhood, i've never felt like i belonged...though i always put on a smile trying to make things look bright...i'm probably one of the saddest souls around!

I love the way love works...i love the way chemistry works, in the means of love. The trail to romance is so appealing. i wanna be able to experience what people, madly in love, experience! feel what they do, do what they do, and well just learn from them! i've discovered that, looking at a young or old couple, that i will picture myself with someone like that and pretend that i'm doing what they are. i know it may seem a bit crazy. ..your probably thinking, what's going on in this guys head...does he need a doc? no worries, it's just like reading a book or watching a romantic movie...u tend to place yourself in the characters shoes, even though u may not realize it but sub-consiously, you would! try it next time!

i know growing up in a western lifestyle has made my mindset different then others, here in singapore. I'm not on the verge to change myself for people! i like the way i think, talk and do things! i'm not gonna change myself for no one...ever! and if i'm gonna be single for the rest of myself because of it, then so be it! i may not appeal to be handsome, but hopefully someone can look past that and look at what's going on in the inside, rather then just judging me on a first glance basis!

it's tiring thinking about someone u like and it's tiring to just get them to notice you! i've been trying...really...but trying to juggle my time and projects, is like trying to fly without wings! she doesn't even know how i feel, maybe cuz we don't know each other well, and haven't spent any time together...i know this is my fault and i shouldn't be blabbing about it...but she did seem interested to get to know me...though if she was really interested she would have tried to make an effort too...so i guess overall, we both have our things to work on!

if u reached down this far...congrats! i know it was a long post and thx for taking the time to actually read my post... i'm tired and this corona is getting tapped out! so i'm headed to the fridge to get another then i'm off to bed! peace! take care!

sorry for the delay

[SONG] Lionel Richie - Hello

Sorry for the delay in updating...been friggin' busy, ya know? anyways..got lots to say and some pix to give u an idea of what i've been doing...

anyways...starting last monday..i've been stressing about my banquets ops project! my group and I have finally completed the work and handed it up on fri. the worst is still not over...we need to present the bloody thing this fri...god dammit! as if the project wasn't stressful enough..damn trainer! argh!

fri. night elliot, john, doug and lian stayed over! elliott, doug and me went to flair for awhile then we started drinking with john..elliott introduced a new game to us...basically the game will fuck u up..and the worst thing is ... u can't avoid it from happening haha! we drank til 4 or so then tried to get some sleep!

on sat we had to go for a training coarse and obviously from fri. night we didn't get much sleep!! the training was regarding to the Internationl Monetary Fund (IMF) & the World Bank Meeting! yes, we will be there to give delegates and patrons from 184 countries assistence! i was looking forward to the IMF thing but after the training, i'm not so sure lol!
after me, liang, eunice, susanna, alan, elliott, doug, thomas, chansey and her BF went for steamboat at chansey's BF's place! mmmm...soooo good! but it was so fucking hot haha! after went to ah chew dessert hut...i love the dessert there..it's so good and fresh..! just marvelous! then me, thomas, elliott, doug, liang and susanne went to bar stop for a drink..nice atomosphere and seats..so realxing just a great way to end off the day!

then today...went to watch The Break-Up with liang! the movie was ALRIGHT! but the ENDING SUCKED! omg..what's hollywood coming to these days? trying to make things different? i mean like just stick with what's good! if u watch the movie then you'll understand what i'm trying to say, don't wanna mess it up for anyone that's interested in watching it!

*do do do* time for some pix!



@ the Indonesian Riverside Restaurant for our Coarse Tutor Interaction Session (CTIS)
(i don't know why the pic is so pixelated...i tried to fix it but i can't..sorry!)



Messing around at a statue @ Clarke Quay



Messing around..ALOT of ppl were watching haha! (sorry for this pic too)



Riverside Point (Pic taken from Alan..his camera is better haha)



Homemade beer shots from Brewerkz! mmm..delicious..except for 1 haha!



it's like a wine tasting..just with beer of coarse!



Group BBQ at alan's place!



It was OH! so GOOD!



OUCH! my nips! grr...haha

sorry group

[SONG] Lionel Richie - Hello

i wanna do a big update on my blog but i can't! i'm just too damn busy with my banquet ops project! it's killing me cuz i'm carrying 6 other members and i can't let them down as a leader! so..ya sorry!

xiumin, farhan, doug, alan, villies and amanda!

i'm trying my best to bring everything togther! plz don't get angry if i can't produce what i say i will for the next day! but no worries!! THE PROJECT WILL BE FINISHED BY FRIDAY!!

i'm SO STRESSED! argh! it's a good lesson...builds character and allows u to learn time management!

i'm off to bed...PART B of my project just drained every drop of my blood!

peace!

long

sorry folks been busy with school and stuff so haven't had the time to update!

my main laptop is currently busy doing some DVD conversions...so i won't be doing a major update yet until it finishes....which should be tmr lol!

i's using my sony, which is quite un-ideal to use cuz it's so small and it's on my lap and well i guess cuz i'm lazy haha! anyways...

look out for these updates soon...

Group BBQ
CTIS (Course Tutor Interaction Session)
and a bit of other things..

hope to see u back soon! haha!
peace!

banquet ops

man oh man! i'm so happy that my Banquet Ops test was easy...i was expecting something far worst! i shouldn't be gloating in case i DO happen to fail or score low...but let's hope i can do well! it was so easy that it's scary...i think the exam is gonna be fucking killer!

the project itself is so fucking difficult..i'm really stressed up..i'm not so sure what we are suppose to do and i have to guide 6 other members in my group...i'm such a bad leader! i hope i can get them through this difficult time! argh...*sorry members if i'm not doing a good job*

ytd..went to causeway point with mat! went to eat at MOS burger and then we went to watch Dragon Tiger Gate! the movie wasn't as good as i thought but the fighting was sick! it was like a modern and ancient chinese movie merged in to a western matrix thingy...haha!

today! i overslept again! dammit! i've been oversleeping too much! i've missed so much lessons recently! i hope i can get back on track and do what i need to do! i've been thinking about furthering my studies, to getting a higher diploma...but if i keep going on this track, i'll never be able to even apply haha! let's hope i can get my life back to normal and start studying again!

i'm off peace!