Finally!!

Finally...I get to blog again!!

been so busy entertaining my family members while they were here, i haven't had the time to go online. Most importantly though, i don't have to endure anymore snoring from my grandpa, grandma, aunt and DAD!!!!!

The whole week was of sleepless nights and getting up early for work. I'm beat and i finally have a day off since last monday. it's going to be a good 2 day off.

On a brighter note, since my dad came, my wardrobe has expanded almost 2 folds. I'm most proud of this raulph lauren jacket i bought at a steal. It is the perfect fit and i think if i wear a nice shirt inside, it would look superb haha.

anyhoo, Now that they're gone, i get to sleep, get back to my routines and haven't to worry about anyone breathing down my neck - most importantly though, i get to live life the way i choose to =)

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On a different note, tmr is chinese new years and i dread it! Everything is pretty much closed tmr and today is left with a half day. It's gonna be hard to find food for tmr. I'm gonna be home watching tv, while everyone is out with family and shit.

I don't understand the whole chinese traditions still. Everything is so red and LOUD! like chinese weddings, moon cake festival and of course not forgetting the new year.

I'm totally cool with indian festivals and malay ones but i think when it comes to chinese festivals, i'm just bored. In canada i didn't get to experience much of indian and malay festivals, i guess that's why i'm still intrigued by them. As for chinese festivals, i experienced my fair share when i go back to malaysia to be with family and i totally can't stand it!!

Oh well, i guess coming from a chinese-western background plays a big part of how i deal with these festive days. I just don't care for them haha. In canada, Christmas is probably the only festive season that leaves a mark.

anyways....i'm gone...headed for steamboat tonight so gonna get some shut eye first...peace!!

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Shayne Ward - A Better Man

Exams are coming up next week so updating will be suspended for a good 9 days or so.

I'm totally utterly screwed for Financial Management and probably Hospitality Law. I'm quite sure the rest of the subjects will be passes - barely!

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On another note..

Ytd our class went to the Siloso Beach Resort. The layout of the resort was, in one word, messy! The lobby was smaller than my house and the area wasn't fully covered, making it hard to get around with the rain.

The rooms were small, but nicely decorated. I LOVED the suite which comes with a private jacuzzi and a connecting door to the top platform - Wonderful! Also, the pool uses spring water in the pool, which looks wonderful (photo below)

All in all, i wouldn't recommended anyone to stay therep personally, but if your looking for a weekend get-a-way in singapore then what the heck? right? haha!

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I've FINALLY passed a bit of my bad luck streak, though my financial problems are well...still problems!!

FUCK!

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Photos....



This is what chansey did to me....!!!!!!!!!!



This is suppose to be a pussy with a clit..the picture didn't come out that well =) (it's actually a bent arm with a finger at the top)



This looks like a better picture, with added pubic hair haha (with a bent knee)

Financial Crisis!

My dad is officially the worst and most irresponsible father in the world! Enough said!

It's been a sweet 2 months now, since he promised to send me money for my school fees. Until this date, i have yet to receive anything in the thousands.

Because of the financial delays and the lack of responsibilities to support his one and only son, i am now, financially big in debts.

I owe...

Singtel: $258.00
Starhub Internet: $196.00
Friends totallying: $270.00

The headaches and stress this man is putting me through is endless. There's always something new with this guy that i just can't seem to understand. As a father, he was never there for me nor was he there financially. However, when he agreed to send me overseas to study, you would imagine that he grew up and started to care for his son. Well NNNNNOOOOO, that's the complete opposite of what's happening.

He can still go shop like a freak, plan trips to australia and southeast asia and have the guts to ask me which phone i want and if i wanted to join them on their trip. How thoughtful right? wrong.. i would have thought he would have started saving his earnings and shit for me to continue my studies and not to worry about anything financially.

PUHLEASE!

this is not the shit i need. I just need MONEY...the greens, the ching ching, the denaro, the benjamins blah blah blah..you get my point.

As a care giver in the future, i would never put my children in a position i couldn't handle. I wouldn't want them to worry about anything that shouldn't. I know how it feels, and it's simple to write it down, but deep down, there's just way more to it.

I could tell you ALL the shit my dad put me through as a child, but there just wouldn't be enough time to, in fact, there wouldn't be enough space on this blog either. My mom is the only person i can depend on and it's no wonder i use to be so much closer to her in the past.

Right now, i don't need any of them. I just need their money. I know it's cruel to say, but being raised within a western society and having been developed through their cultures, it's just what we do. It's our right of passage in lame terms.

My dad is putting me in a position that i don't know how to account for. I REALLY REALLY thought he changed when he started trying to get closer to me. I guess i was utterly wrong and that he has actually worsened in my eyes. He is irresponsible, hard headed, stubborn and a mess..all bundled nicely to a big ball of shit!!!!!

I've always wanted to be someone else when i was growing up, now i just wish i had another father!

vexed all the way! out!