christian...

went to watch the omen and just my luck ytd with samantha..lol just my luck is so funny...though it's quite lame it's still entertaining lol...today i'm gonna go to superstar to meet up with some of the outet ppl, some what of a good bye party..hope it will be fun....get drunk? let's hope so hahaha!


on to other stories... LOOK BELOW....



aww..isn't the boy so cute? no no, it's not mine...he's my god-son...and the hottie next to him is the mom...isn't she such a milf?? hahaha

stella: miss u so much..seems like i've been missing so much in ur life..i really wish i could have been there but there is just some stuff i have to do, i hope u understand...christian has grown so much..he's so cute and looks so healthy..ur doing a great job and don't let anyone tell u different...i love u babes..hope to see u very soon..take care hun...!

now back to the last post about finding friends...

after much thoughts and contemplating, i've come to the conclusion of ppl are just scared to meet new ppl. if they have no link (eg. in the same class, work together etc.) they won't be bothered to further a relationship as friends, this goes for both man and woman, in general! like i said in the last post, ppl always think that u want more out of them, then just to be friends! i don't know if it's cuz i'm from a western country that i'm more open to society whereas the asian society is more self-consious or hidden. i've noticed that western lifestyle is very open to new and bright ideas, whereas asian lifestyle's are still living in the past. i mean when was the last time u could just ask someone, such as a acquaintance (i mean u still have a semi-link between each other) to go out for dinner, get a phone number or just watch a movie...just something to strenghten a bond? become a 'friend' maybe this 'acquaintance' could end up being ur best friend, hearing ear or just a common friendship u coul cherish! i've been trying so hard to make more friends, helping ppl around me, always going an extra mile for ppl but in the end i'm still left with holes..i just want to be able to find someone i can talk to in the time of need, call someone to eat diner with or just chill at a park to talk etc. i have some close friends but sometimes u just need outsiders, u know what i mean?
trying to make friends is really a mission...trying to get a phone number, get someone out for dinner or just trying to have someone to talk to is near to impossible in my life. maybe it's just my luck or maybe i'm just destined to this life...whatever it is...i pray to u god to help me and allow me to find more friends to share my joys and happiness!

later y'all!