I KNOW!

Sorry sorry sorry...i know i haven't been updating frequently and i keep saying i will try...but i really can't seem to find the time! MY BAD y'all!

anyhoo...not much is happening these days...just stress, stress and well, more stress! lol!

we had our Flair Workshop on Friday...which was a huge success! GREAT JOB EVERYONE!! about 101paz showed up for the amazing show..the response seemed...well..EXCELLENT i think would be appropiate!

things i've done..
- went to Rai's for Deepavali
- did a outside catering job at vivo city
- went to the IMF appreciation dinner
- went to dragon fly @ St. James Power Station

That's pretty much my boring life..not much else to say..but do enjoy the pix...



Decorative wall @ dragon fly.



Dragon fly...bar view



Live band @ dragon fly...Mando-pop...it sucked..but they
were good lol!



Outside catering job @ vivo city.



Expensive italian water...all taste the same lol!



Left over canapes @ the fucntion...mmm...so good!



Me and Sam @ MOS!



Us again!



Me, Zeke and Honey at MOS!



Rai and I during Deepavali..!



Me and June @ the IMF Appreciation Dinner!



Vanus and Me @ the IMF Appreciation Dinner!



Class w/ Flairers..after our flair workshop!

friendster

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

anyone having problems with logging into friendster?!?!?!?

it says my fucking e-mail isn't valid ... but i can still see my profile there!!

argh!!

argh....what a fucking week man!

i wish i could find the time to update more but it seems like i never have the time!

first of all...there will be no pix..too lazy to upload and well..there just isn't much to show haha! i will be uploading some videos on youtube soon, so look out for that!

let's see....where to start...

tues. went to the IMF appreciation dinner at the new Vivo City at Harbourfront. It's huge..damn..and they even have a Gap store now..woohoo! anyhoo...the prime minister, Mr. Lee Hsein Loong came down to give a quick speech. we were situated at an outside auditorium. There was performances by Hady Mirza (SG idol), belly dancers etc. When it was time to eat...everything went crazy. From up top, it looked like a bunch of ants scouring the buffet lines and all! We decided to go to the Food Republic, with the coupons they gave us we can redeem a certain type of food from the stalls. of course, we couldn't find anywhere to sit so we decided to kneel in front of a table. It was so pathetic! the whole night sucked! EXCEPT...

that me, elliott, thomas and alan headed down to DragonFly at the newly renovated St. James Power Station. It's a beautiful place, but it's still in the midst of renovation. I believe only 2 outlets are opened at the time, so we decided to go to the mando-pop one. Obviously i didn't know what ppl were singing and all, but the atmosphere and ecor was beautiful. There's a live band at the first level, karaoke lounge on the second and karaoke rooms on the third.

hm...FRIDAY!! hahahaha! omg!

we had a HOD meeting for our convention and exhibition project. it lasted a total of 4 hrs! fuck man..i never would've thought that it would last so long! it was quite productive, if you ask me.
After, i had to rush down to Tampines to meet up with Thomas for a dance ensemble concert. My friend, Xiao Pei, invited me to go watch. It was a great show. The effort was there and the talent was exquisite. I LOVED the show! beautiful.

after that me and thomas headed to MOS for a night of fun fun fun! haha! it was Kerine's b-day and if i'm not wrong...quite a number of them were drunk before i reached haha. Got home around 4am and was bitching cuz i needed to get up early for Rai's Deepavali thing.

then comes sat..

woke up at like 10:30am to head to Farrer Park to meet up with Rai. He invited a few of us to his house for Deepavali (Indian new year). Some didn't make it cuz of late partying and such so only me, adriano, john, jes, paulina, nelson, farhan and jude made it! the food his mom preped was EXCELLENT! SPICY..BUT GGGGOOOOOOOOOODDDD!!! haha! i loved it..thx Rai for the invite and the food..i had a good time!

Got home early after that..around 3 something or 4...did laundry, cleaning and eatch 10min of TV before falling asleep...it was about 6pm if i'm not wrong..and i woke up sunday monring at 11:30am! hahaha HOLY SHIT!!! i'm such a fucking pig lol!

now on to sun.

ya..that's right...i'm updating my blog, with no plans. All i know is i gotta do a timeline, meeting minutes and a production schedule...all by monday! damn! i'm so lazy and i'm so tired! lol..lucily the timeline and minutes are quite easy to do...but i don't know how to start on the prduction schedule. lol...i'm doomed!

anyhoo...boring post..will find time to add pix and vidz...peace!

new week!

[SONG] Christian Bautista - Since I Found You...

alright where to start...i know i haven't been updating very frequently..sorry folks!

hm..ah yes...

sun. mat came over and we had a so-called movie marathon...it was great just to rot in front of the tv haha! after met with alan and went to Rialto to eat dinner! OMG the food is just to die for! it's a really homie feeling in there, so it really adds to their asthetic..! after went down to Bar Stop for a drink and visited Vanus at work! what a day of relaxtion and great food! haha!

on wed. i went to amy's house for dinner..MmMmMm...her mom is probably the best cook i know! damn..she can make simple things tast, OH! so good! after dinner...me, jes, jas, xiu, amy and amanda started to pack tidbits. The tidbits are meant to be sold to make a captial for our C&E project...ALAN!!! was watching us...due to over eating! shame shame shame! hahaha! jokes!

Thurs. night, me, elliott, rai, thomas, zeke and may, went down to Rosette for dinner! Rosette is 1 of the restaurants i was attached to about 3 or 4 months ago..anyhoo, I had the duck breast, and might i add that it was SO delicious! we practically ordered all the table side service...which includes..caesar salad, lob. bisque and crepe suzette...too bad no one ordered black pepper steak haha! thx to wei ching and michelle for doing a great job! oh, and it was great to see rouling and yvonne again after so many months haha!

Fri. went to have a meeting at the Student Education Services Centre to talk about sponsorship for our C&E project! too bad, i don't think they can sponsor us money..boo! it's gonna take a long time to process the proposal and everything, so by the time that happens..our project would have been long over! so instead they will sponsor us door gifts and what nots..! after i went down to Suba to find elliott to discuss some issues about our upcoming event.

After the meeting, i went to Frances' house for steamboat. WOOHOO!!! it was so GOOD!!!! i never fail to enjoy myself when i'm at her place! too bad it was only me, liang and frances..u know the saying..the more the merrier right? haha! after that i went down to Suba AGAIN! me, liang and zeke! HOLY FUCK!! it was a big mistake! drank so much beer with the staff and manager! holy shit, they are all crazy! i puked 4 times the whole night! i sabotaged zek by telling them he's the best drinker in shatec! haha! he got wased..i hope he's not angry with me lol! i had to cut the night a bit short cuz my pops called me! fucker ruined the night! though i was already dying but argh..i'm lost for words! i had to reach home asap to give him my bank account number so he can deposit money to me! seems like he is in the states so that's why he couldn't bank it in like normal! fuck! but on a brighter note...i'm getting money, so ya! yippie!!

anyways..i stayed home today and watched a shit load of dvds! haha! i feel like such a pig..i wasted the whole day on the chair, OMG!

so that's my week...here's some pix to entice everyones views! enjoy..! Oh..there's a surprise video link after..u guys may love it! haha!



Rialto's Special



Cream of Wild Mushroom Soup..this is SO good!



Smoked Salmon with Penne Pasta and Cream Sauce!
DELICIOUS!!



haha..i look so fake! but it was a good day!



uh ya..hm..!



This is what amy's mom preped for us! she's the bomb!



a view of Suba in the day! i was bored waiting for elliott haha!



Frances' house for Steamboat!



it's damn SPICY!! but it's SO good! mmm...



Rai at Rosette!



My official OSA biz card lol!

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4934548133750533925

Click the link to see...Toronto's Finest, Caloyn Savages' B-Day Party! she's so hot!
(I didn't want to out the embed code cuz it seemed to lag a bit!)

stressed!!

[SONG] BBMak - Ghost of You and Me

what to say, what to say..

it's been the second week of school and i'm all stressed up already! can't wait til december, when i can get a whole month to rot myself to death!

on monday..i got fined S$200.00 for littering. HOLY FUCK! i mean if it was like 50 bux or something, i wouldn't be so pissed! I threw a cig. butt on the floor when i saw my bus come. 3 guys..that's right 3 guys...surrounded me when i was just about to board the bus. if i wanted to run, i wouldn't get far...i mean i couldn't even pass them. omg! the government has nothing better to do but hire these ppl to go aound and catch litterers. i thought they wanted to rob me or something and i was just about to punch the guy that blocked me. luckily he took out his badge before anything happened. i should know better that no one in singapore would actually rob someone at a bus interchange during the day. i was so pissed when the fuckers gave me the ticket! argh!!

i paid my phone bills, internet and that bloody fucking fine today..which now leads richie to have absolutely nothing for the weekend!!!!!!

on to other news....

i'm so stressed from school and there seems to be so much fucking drama recently.

friends becoming enemies, ppl getting angry over small shit and ppl getting bitter over issues that are just not worth the time! ppl make mistakes, ppl do things u may not like..but it doesn't mean that u don't! think of things from other ppls point of view before finalizing a decision to get angry or hate someone!

though none of these problems are towards me, but it's affecting the ppl around. i want to help and make things better; be the peacemaker! BUT THERE'S JUST NO SPACE IN MY LIFE to do so right now..

convention and exhibition project stressing me out...trying to make the fucked up theme as memorable as possible, fur both local and international students!

with 3 more projects on top of that, i just can't seem to handle my own life. so why do i get the feeling that i have to solve other ppls problems? i can't manage myself for christ sakes! argh! STRESS STRESS AND MORE STRESS!!!!

on a brighter note...

i traded in my old phone for a .... hahahaha... K800i! my W800i that my dad gave me when he was in singapore was worth S$280! the plan i'm currently on has a promotion of S$120 credit...so i walked out with the phone without paying 1 single fucking cent! hahahahahahahha! on top of that, i had a extra S$30 credit! wooo!

richie's happy with his new phone, stressed about school and trying to make things right between friends and well...as normal....his love life sucks! so...

richie may, most likely, drop dead one day or never wake up from his sleep! hahahaha that would make him feel, oh! so happy! no worries and no stress! oh and most importantly..no troubles; especially TICKET/FINE troubles!

well later i'll be headed down to eunice's house! it's GAME DAY!!!! wooohooo!! hahahaha! so excited! my time to de-stress and forget about everything for a few hours! can't wait! i hope we have a good fucking time!

anyhoo...some pix..




Crew at Devil's bar, a few weeks back!



Richie's balling a new K800i 3g phonewith 3.2 megapixel camera,
bluetooth, mp3 and so on and so on..RESPECT! word! haha!

the past weeks

What a week! i mean damn!

Firstly, i couldn't wake up ytd for school. I woke up at around 11 something and i just freaked! besides not going to school ytd, i didn't even go today! i got fucking diarrhea...when i was getting ready for school i had the shits 3 times! i just said fuck it, i'm going to bed again!

Secondly, ytd when i was on my way to school for a meeting, i got a ticket (fined) for littering! OMFG!!! THIS IS SUCH A BAD YR FOR ME! I threw a cigarette butt on the floor at the Bukit Batok Interchange and 3 NEA guys came and surrounded me! jeez, like these guys have nothing better to do...it took 3 guys to stop me cuz i littered...imagine if i robbed a store, the whole police force would come down haha!anyways, the fine was S$200! fuck fuck fuck...that's so steep for a first offence! jeez...if it was like 50 bux it would be alright! damn...

On to other news from last week...

Oh yes..went to Eunice's house on thurs. to celebrate her b-day (pix below). It was so much fun! haha...the food her mom cooked was amazing, the 4 uncle (elliott, thomas, doug and john) played MJ, and the rest (Liang, Eunice, Jan, Alan, Chansey) played MONOPOLY! hahaha i haven't played for so long...it so oh! so entertaining! then there was 1 left behind...jessica! we call her the all-rounder cuz she was wandering the whole time! she even took out an english book to read! hahaha! freak lol!

Sat. went to butterfactory near MS! FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY! found a club that plays hip-hop and underground! beautiful! loved the atomosphere, the music and the crowd! it's my new place to go, even if i go alone hahaha!
around 1 something..the club got bridged! it sucked cuz we had to wait outside for awhile..they were checking the building capacity! and of course, they were overloaded! so liang and I gave up and decided to go! elliott and his friends remained while we went for bak kut teh! haha!


kk pics times! enjoy..not much to show! i'll try and update more frequently now..! hope! lol!




IMF GROUP..Miss you guys! i miss all the fun we had
talking shit! haha!



4 Uncles playing Mahjong! haha!



Old Skool, Singapore VER. MONOPOLY! lol! so sick!



I went bankrupt within minutes of playing...thx chansey
and jan for trying to keep me in the game! i still owe
u guys over 1 thousand monopoly money haha!

imf and pulau ubin

[SONG] Marcus Cole - Write My Song

firtsly, thx to everyone who was there and wished me a happy b-day! it was much appreciated! thx alot folks! thx to mat for the body foam, jes and john for the shot glasses, eunice, janice and chansey for the eeyore and liang for the watch! thank u all again...
TORONTO FOLKS...i really wish u were here or i was there, whatever, i just miss u all! it's been the second b-day i missed with u all! it just doesn't feel the same anymore..! much love!

...IMF is OVER!!!i'm happy that i don't need to wake up at 4:30am anymore but i will miss my new friends! we have had loads of laughs and good times! all IMF ppl..u will be missed!
The bad point is that we lost some money! we should have made about $385 but with the cut on the date i will only make about $315! that's 70 bux gone, which could have been put into good use...such as maybe...alcohol? muhahaha!

..okay...well on fri...elliott, liang, doug, alan, thomas, jes, john and I went to Pulau Ubin for a cycling trip! pulau ubin is a sister island to singapore! it's a kampong, meaning, something like a country side thing. mostly old folks live there and are lacking on modern technology and developments! the feeling of seeing the ppl there so relaxed, yet happy, gives me a tingly feeling inside...maybe i can move to a non-developed area when i retire..get some fresh air and just rot! modern society is too stressful these days...hm...mayube..just maybe!

ohoh...on sat we celebrated Enuices' b-day...happy b-day Eunice...i know i'm early and we celebrated a bit early but i hope u had a good time ...same night I went to Zouk with elliott, alan, doug, jes, liang and thomas! i hate zouk...til now i just can't stand that place! but i tried to make the best of the night..which in turn...didn't turn out so bad! saw vanus there with her IMF friends and got to meet some new ppl! it was overall a good night! got home around 5 something in the monring and i was just so beat! i hope next time some ppl could accompany to a hip-hop/RnB club! ...i really miss the hiphop atmosphere thingy!

anyhoo...just some pix from the week...IMF, Pulau Ubin and others...



pic was orginally blurry..sorry..T: Filza, Yuki, Diana,
Rai and Me at IMF...so BORED! haha



Taking A Shower @ Raffles Hotel Suite..1 Night is about S$900+



Thx folks for celebrating my B-day..Much LOVE!



On Our Way to Pulau Ubin!



REACHED!! after a 10min boat ride!



hahaha! yes..we are cool! lol! it was so fun...and TIRING!!



WooPie!! finally get a bit of rest!



Isn't it just so nice and peaceful? i wish i had a cottage
here and spend the rest of my life with my loved one here!



Happy B-day Eunice!

More Pix at Imagestation...link on the right, under personal link!
take care folks! much love..come back again soon! byee!

toronto

kk this is the post i've been waiting to do for awhile now! i just couldn't find the time to do it until today!

this isn't actually gonna be a post of anything..it's more of a shoutout to my friends in toronto..i haven't talked to anyone back home for along time, i just do'nt want u to think that i have forgotten about u! i know many things have changed in many of your lives, as do i, but i sincerly hope that u haven't forgotten about me! i will be home one day to visit! miss u all!

in no particular order...here we go folks!

stella - the hottest MILF around! haha! my bestest buddy and friend! i miss u so much. i miss the days when we use to talk and go out for dinner. the days when u bitched and i bitched will never be forgotten! i wish u were here now, cuz i got so many things i wanna vent but no one seems to be able to take ur place! .. love ya! oh oh...and take good care of my god son..christian is growing to be so handsome! i wish i was there to watch him grow..!

magz - my clubbing buddy and best friend, haha! i loved the days when we had, they will never be forgotten! rmb daybreak times? haha..so many good memories! the funniest was after dystrikt...behind my car? haha rmb? omg i really miss those days..i'll never forget our moments! love ya and of course..miss ya so much!

wanda - one of my closest, dearest and hottest friend of all time haha! there were so many times i just wanted to give u a call and pick u up for dinner, then i would recall that i'm half way around the world..it's so sad that things just aren't the same anymore! all the times u would found me to talk were so memorable, i'm glad u are part of my life! i love u so..!

vee - haha damn girl! i miss ur complaining about how u always say u need to lose weight! and the poker nights at ben's house were just unforgettable! i hope that everything is cool for ya now..just rmb..UR NOT FAT! dammit! lol! hopefully we can club when we get back! love ya!

vivian - haha ur so full of shit sometimes it's just so funny! i miss the times u would just make everyone crack up! damn girl i hope u never change! i miss clubbing with u! u and vee would always check out guys, when of course, there was always me to look at hahaha! jokes jokes! miss ya man! much love..

vivioo - my fav. god sis vivian! i miss u oh so much! rmb the days i would just call u, out of the blue, to go out! those days will always be dear to me! i love u so much! i don't know what it is but i feel like i have a responsibility to watch over u! love u so much!

ken - my best friend of all! been through thick and thin together man! i will never forget what u did for me in the past...there are some thingsi 'm not proud of, but u always stuck by me...thx man! love ya! come back and visit me soon!

richard - i know u prob. still suck in snooker but it was always fun to see u get angry! haha! hing dai's forever man! i miss our drinking sessions and illegal races down the streets! lol...so many memeorie were built and will never be forgotton! respects man! love ya!

sam - i wonder if ppl still call u pawong? u were always there for me man! thx! i know you've changed to a better person now! good for u! i miss the times when we get high and drunk together! i will never forget those times! miss ya man!much love bro!

alan - sai lun..or dai lun now? u and sam always knew how to make the crowd laugh! i miss those times when we fucked around p-mall! i wish we could just get high again! so many memories and so many good times we had! i hope everything is going well for u now! much love bro..miss ya man!

andy - i know u may never forgive me, for what happened in the past but i really hope u can! i'm sorry for everything! i know u were always there for me and treated me like a real brother! im sorry..from the bottom of my heart! i will never ever forget those times u stuck up for me and those times we spent growing up! love ya man!

chi, duncan, jackie, ah to, min, will, tommy, thomas, jazzy, lucy, jen chu, ash, rachel, ben, calvin, christine, anna, sylvia, karen, lily, khoang, jack, tran, jen y, yin, mandy, joanna, sam s, david and...argh..too many to name, sorry folks!

to everyone else..i never forgot about u, just don't know what to say! everything is so messy now..i feel like i missed so much and if i go back things would definately be different! we have all gone our seperate ways in life and time won't allow me to get back everything!

i'm sorry if i missed anyone out..i didn't mean to!

toronto peeps..i miss u all...close or not, you will always be with me! much love from sg..respectz....

Richie!

bad day

[Song] JJ Lin - Sa Rong Hae Yo...it's great! enjoy it!

i had something important i wanted to blog about but something fucked up happened to me the other day, which just can't wait! so i will blog about it another time!

let's start with IMF..

today was the first day of the International Monetary Fund/World Bank Event! i am now attached to Raffles Hotel! it's a beautiful, old style, hotel! it's one of the best in singapore and it's damn expensive! anyhoo...we didn't do much cuz well..there are no delegates here yet! so, the army personnel allowed us to walk around raffles city..from 10:30 to 2! omg it was so boring! lol! i hope it will be like this throughout the whole event, but sad to say, i really doubt it!

okay, on with the news!

my dad landed in singapore on Sat. night around 12pm! we went back to my place to drop off the luggage and throughout the whole taxi ride, he kept saying he was disappointed in me! disappointed that i've become a smoker, a heavy one at that! so, all i could do is just say...nothing! what am i suppose to say? no i don't smoke? plz, he knows and he isn't going to start playing stupid with me!

i'm fucking old enough to make my own decisions, DAD, so plx just leave me the fuck alone! and my mom too! all of y'all are just out to piss me off and fuck me up! i seem to never have a say in my life! this is why i never treated u 2 fuck faces like my own parents...i always and forever i'm alive, will just treat u 2 like friends...friends i don't really cherish!

back to my story!

after we came back to drop off his luggage we went to Clarke quay to find a place to get a drink! is it me? or is clarke quay just dead as hell! everything seemed to be closing at around 1 to 2..! we couldn't even find a decent place to get a beer...we ended up at Hooters having something to eat and a beer! then, out of no surprise, we headed home, cuz the night scene just spoiled the whole day!

sunday afternoon, we headed to Wisma Atria! we had lunch at Food Republic and then headed shopping! my dad went nuts as usual, and spent about S$1000 at Armani Jeans! after we headed to G2000 cuz i told him i needed to buy a suit! he almost bought me one from D&G which cost like S$1,400! luckily he didn't! i wouldn't know how to treat him after if he did!

so i went to try on the blazer and pants! when the lady was taking my alteration measurements, some fuck face bitch, went into my change room and stole my wallet and cell!

FUCK MAN! i was so pissed! i was out for 10min and i was like 2 feet away from the bloody change room! the fucking nerve of some ppl! omg..they went in to the changroom, reached into my pants and jooked my shit! fine take the phone and money! i didn't have much cash anyways! but fuck, leave me my ID, ATM/Creidt Cards, and student pass! now i gotta go through so much shit just to get them replaced! the fucking nerve of some ppl! yes, i know! i use to be a thief! but i never never stole anything that wasn't vauable! like what the hell are u going to do with my ID and shit? seriously...i was so lost for words and this is singapore for christ sakes! it's suppose to be the most fucking safest country in the world! now my whole perspective on singapore has changed, DRASTICALLY!

so, after spending time in the security of wisma and at the orchard police station to make a theft report! i went to buy a sim card at singtel! who knew they made my day worst, by not allowing me to purchase a pre-paid sim card! they wanted identification and boy when i couldn't get my sim card then, i just lost it and i ended up shouting at the singtel lady! i know it was wrong on my part, but i just couldn't help it! i had a fucking bad ass day already! so to the singtel lady, i'm sorry! though i know u will never be able to read this! so ya..just screw it!

i went home to get my passport so i could go purchase a card and my dad stayed in orchard to do more shopping! i left for 45min and when i came back...the idiot went to spend an additional S$3000! so by the time he left singapore, early monday morning, he spent close to S$4500 on clothes and other miscellaneous items!

he was kind enough to buy stuff in HK for me, supposively, but i know his pattern! he will buy what can fit him, then tell me, that it's for me! when i can't wear it, he'll just go, nevermind, i'll take it then! holy shit! i ask him to get me a few tees and stuff and he can't even do that! what a so-called "father"! i know it's mean to ask for stuff, but like 1 or 2 items would be fine! i ended up taking some stuff that can fit, but it's abit tight, just to be a bit greedy! i know i'm a bad son! but he deserves it! the way he treated me when i was a kid, this is pay back my friend!

so after coming back home...he turned my whole fucking house upside down and inside out! he did 4 sets of laundry, wet my whole kitchen floor and i couldn't even walk in the living room! i'm still in the process of cleaning up after his mess! luckily he's gone! i had the best smoke of my left this morning when i saw him take off in the cab! fucking bbbeeaauutttiiiffuulll smoke!

so THX DAD for coming by and giving me hell for a day! it was so oh-so-fun! and thx for the 2 pairs of shoes, the few clothes u gave me and oh ya, the time lecturing me on "how to live my life" was oh so great! how can i ever repay u? hm...by not seeing u again, would be great! or or or...just don't come to singapore anymore!

but i am really really grateful for the cash u left me (non-sarcastic)! this is for real! cash is king and well i'm not a greedy fucker, i'm just trying to get back what u owe me from my childhood..the years of pain and suffering and most importantly...growing up without u by my side! in many ways i thank u for that but in many ways i don't! where were u for father, son day? my many birthdays u missed? hm..oh yes...how u put mom in the hospital for 2 nights? hm..well thx for letting me see ur true colours early...letting me grow on my own and learn everything i know today by myself! and well just making me who i am today!

so...after reading this long ass entry...u must be thinking! is Richie crazy? angry? mad? selfish? greedy? *shake head* NOPE! i'm fine...perfectly capable of handling my own business! i don't need my rents or any sort of family! i just need me and my capabilities to survive! my friends and hopefully i can find a loved one, to live and carry on with my life. Hopefully, i won't have anyone pesturing me from behind telling me to do this or do that! i just can't handle ppl telling me what i can or can't do in my life...work/school is fine...just let me live the way i choose to..if i die young, it's my fault. I'll blame no one, except myself, which i'm perfectly fine and capable of doing! i'm old enough to diffrenciate rights and wrongs and take responsiblities for my own actions!

i'm gone! peace!

exams

so so sorry! i won't be updating til my exams are over!

look out on thurs or fr night..hopefully i'll have the time to add!


stressed and tired! see ya..

FINALLY

FINALLY!!!!! projects are over! no more stressing! but the worst is yet to come! EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!

argh..what can i say? i mean that's life right? unless i choose not to study and do well then i can just sleep and slack all day with no potential career oppportunities ahead..so ya better work hard now, relax later hahaha!

anyways...i think our history presentation went quite smooth, though me and alan didn't really know our content haha! thx alot to xiumin for doing the powerpoint! liang, amanda, susu thx for everything in the support!

on to other news...

ytd i went to the gym with thomas, elliott and liang! it was a great workout! it's been like 6 months since i entered a gym so ys i'm pretty much feeling the after effects right now! my whole upper body is sore and i have to squat down half way to was my hair haha! it's so damn painful...like they say... no pain no gain! after we headed to yishun for dinner...i bought a nike bag at $75.00...i love it..plain and simple...just divine!

later i'll be headed shopping with liang, well for me it will be window shopping haha! and hopefully we can find time to head to suba to visit thomas, elliott and jude at work!

gotta go do laundry now so i'm out..peace!

the week

[Song] P. Diddy - I Need A Girl

well friday was another day at home doing projects. Yes! just right after my banquet ops presentation we still had to do project work! dammit! the presentation was so stressing already and yet, as the group leader, i set a meeting on the same day! sorry to the group members cuz well i know none of y'all actually wanted to get together! but atleast we accomplished a bit of work rather then wasting the day! all in all...i'm sorry folks! no hard feelings!

saturday was a fucking rough as day! we had a team building thing for the IMF training. It was a scavenger hunt which was meant to bond the people i'm attached with in the hotel together. I"ll be attached to the Grand Copthrone Waterfront Hotel. it's a 4 star hotel but i'm so not happy about it! i wanted something more international and bigger! atleast if i were to go back to canada they would've heard of the hotel. on a brighter note though, liang is across the street at Holiday INN Atrium and i'll be working the same shift as Thomas. Back to the Scavenger hunt..they made us run around city hall area when the sun is at it's peak! damn i'm surprised no one fainted lol! AND AND AND!!! omg..this is a story i'm telling my kids...i ran with a 10kg bag of rice on the streets of SG...i mean..what the hell? what does carrying rice around have anything to do with the IMF?!?! anyways..there were some fun times...like dancing and singing at the old supreme court infront of a bunch of car, buses and tourists! i bet the tourists must be thinking ppl in sg are weird or something towards that haha!

afterwards me, liang, eunice, elliott, john, jessica and thomas went to maxwell food centre for dinner then headed to superstar for a drink where we met up with villies and sky. it was a relaxing time after the scavenger hunt! reached home around 12 something...fell asleep by 1am lol!

today, i stayed home watching TV and doing the history project...liang came over to chill and we had dinner together! the history project is about 75% done! just need to edit 1 section and start on the powerpoint! can't wait to push this aside and concentrate more on the productivity sutdies project.

I'm sick! got a sore throat, coughing and stuffy nose! it's getting late and i wanna finish watching Boston Legal...so i'm out for now...peace! take care and god bless!

shop

let's see...

me, liang, thomas and elliott followed alan shopping ytd! he spent like 400 bux...rich bitch! lol! after we went to Petals to grab dinner....mmm...it was oh so good! i had the lamb chops, which were so good with the mint sauce...DELICIOUS!!

well, on a more serious note...

i've noticed that relationships have started to sprung up! congrats to everyone for finding someone! i've gotta stop thinking about trying to find someone, and just let things flo but i just can't help to think that, no one wants me! seriously speaking, i've looked into the fucking mirror, i've asked myself over and over what traits i have and what can i offer besides my heart and soul!

i have nothing..no looks, no money and well to some, my personality may not appeal to them. seriously though, it seems so hard to just find a female half to cherish time with! i wanna be able to look at a sunrise/sunset while holding to someone, hold hands while walking on the beach, surprise her with gifts just to see them smile...and so much more! i know i'm stupid for thinking about things like this..makes me seem so desperate, though some parts of me may be, but most it is just lusting to feel love. as an only child, basically growing up on the streets, with parents that left me alone during my whole childhood, i've never felt like i belonged...though i always put on a smile trying to make things look bright...i'm probably one of the saddest souls around!

I love the way love works...i love the way chemistry works, in the means of love. The trail to romance is so appealing. i wanna be able to experience what people, madly in love, experience! feel what they do, do what they do, and well just learn from them! i've discovered that, looking at a young or old couple, that i will picture myself with someone like that and pretend that i'm doing what they are. i know it may seem a bit crazy. ..your probably thinking, what's going on in this guys head...does he need a doc? no worries, it's just like reading a book or watching a romantic movie...u tend to place yourself in the characters shoes, even though u may not realize it but sub-consiously, you would! try it next time!

i know growing up in a western lifestyle has made my mindset different then others, here in singapore. I'm not on the verge to change myself for people! i like the way i think, talk and do things! i'm not gonna change myself for no one...ever! and if i'm gonna be single for the rest of myself because of it, then so be it! i may not appeal to be handsome, but hopefully someone can look past that and look at what's going on in the inside, rather then just judging me on a first glance basis!

it's tiring thinking about someone u like and it's tiring to just get them to notice you! i've been trying...really...but trying to juggle my time and projects, is like trying to fly without wings! she doesn't even know how i feel, maybe cuz we don't know each other well, and haven't spent any time together...i know this is my fault and i shouldn't be blabbing about it...but she did seem interested to get to know me...though if she was really interested she would have tried to make an effort too...so i guess overall, we both have our things to work on!

if u reached down this far...congrats! i know it was a long post and thx for taking the time to actually read my post... i'm tired and this corona is getting tapped out! so i'm headed to the fridge to get another then i'm off to bed! peace! take care!

sorry for the delay

[SONG] Lionel Richie - Hello

Sorry for the delay in updating...been friggin' busy, ya know? anyways..got lots to say and some pix to give u an idea of what i've been doing...

anyways...starting last monday..i've been stressing about my banquets ops project! my group and I have finally completed the work and handed it up on fri. the worst is still not over...we need to present the bloody thing this fri...god dammit! as if the project wasn't stressful enough..damn trainer! argh!

fri. night elliot, john, doug and lian stayed over! elliott, doug and me went to flair for awhile then we started drinking with john..elliott introduced a new game to us...basically the game will fuck u up..and the worst thing is ... u can't avoid it from happening haha! we drank til 4 or so then tried to get some sleep!

on sat we had to go for a training coarse and obviously from fri. night we didn't get much sleep!! the training was regarding to the Internationl Monetary Fund (IMF) & the World Bank Meeting! yes, we will be there to give delegates and patrons from 184 countries assistence! i was looking forward to the IMF thing but after the training, i'm not so sure lol!
after me, liang, eunice, susanna, alan, elliott, doug, thomas, chansey and her BF went for steamboat at chansey's BF's place! mmmm...soooo good! but it was so fucking hot haha! after went to ah chew dessert hut...i love the dessert there..it's so good and fresh..! just marvelous! then me, thomas, elliott, doug, liang and susanne went to bar stop for a drink..nice atomosphere and seats..so realxing just a great way to end off the day!

then today...went to watch The Break-Up with liang! the movie was ALRIGHT! but the ENDING SUCKED! omg..what's hollywood coming to these days? trying to make things different? i mean like just stick with what's good! if u watch the movie then you'll understand what i'm trying to say, don't wanna mess it up for anyone that's interested in watching it!

*do do do* time for some pix!



@ the Indonesian Riverside Restaurant for our Coarse Tutor Interaction Session (CTIS)
(i don't know why the pic is so pixelated...i tried to fix it but i can't..sorry!)



Messing around at a statue @ Clarke Quay



Messing around..ALOT of ppl were watching haha! (sorry for this pic too)



Riverside Point (Pic taken from Alan..his camera is better haha)



Homemade beer shots from Brewerkz! mmm..delicious..except for 1 haha!



it's like a wine tasting..just with beer of coarse!



Group BBQ at alan's place!



It was OH! so GOOD!



OUCH! my nips! grr...haha

sorry group

[SONG] Lionel Richie - Hello

i wanna do a big update on my blog but i can't! i'm just too damn busy with my banquet ops project! it's killing me cuz i'm carrying 6 other members and i can't let them down as a leader! so..ya sorry!

xiumin, farhan, doug, alan, villies and amanda!

i'm trying my best to bring everything togther! plz don't get angry if i can't produce what i say i will for the next day! but no worries!! THE PROJECT WILL BE FINISHED BY FRIDAY!!

i'm SO STRESSED! argh! it's a good lesson...builds character and allows u to learn time management!

i'm off to bed...PART B of my project just drained every drop of my blood!

peace!

long

sorry folks been busy with school and stuff so haven't had the time to update!

my main laptop is currently busy doing some DVD conversions...so i won't be doing a major update yet until it finishes....which should be tmr lol!

i's using my sony, which is quite un-ideal to use cuz it's so small and it's on my lap and well i guess cuz i'm lazy haha! anyways...

look out for these updates soon...

Group BBQ
CTIS (Course Tutor Interaction Session)
and a bit of other things..

hope to see u back soon! haha!
peace!

banquet ops

man oh man! i'm so happy that my Banquet Ops test was easy...i was expecting something far worst! i shouldn't be gloating in case i DO happen to fail or score low...but let's hope i can do well! it was so easy that it's scary...i think the exam is gonna be fucking killer!

the project itself is so fucking difficult..i'm really stressed up..i'm not so sure what we are suppose to do and i have to guide 6 other members in my group...i'm such a bad leader! i hope i can get them through this difficult time! argh...*sorry members if i'm not doing a good job*

ytd..went to causeway point with mat! went to eat at MOS burger and then we went to watch Dragon Tiger Gate! the movie wasn't as good as i thought but the fighting was sick! it was like a modern and ancient chinese movie merged in to a western matrix thingy...haha!

today! i overslept again! dammit! i've been oversleeping too much! i've missed so much lessons recently! i hope i can get back on track and do what i need to do! i've been thinking about furthering my studies, to getting a higher diploma...but if i keep going on this track, i'll never be able to even apply haha! let's hope i can get my life back to normal and start studying again!

i'm off peace!

changes

[song] 98 degrees - invisible man...wow..i complete forgot about this song...suites me so damn well!

...quite disappointed that some ppl want to change the trip from taiwan to thailand. i was really looking forward on going to taiwan but i guess if the majority wants to go to thailand, i have nothing to say! besides i can't change the minds of ppl...i agree it will be cheaper to go to thailand but i don't know..i guess it's just that feeling of not going to taiwan anymore that's bothering me. yes, more ppl would be going to thailand instead on taiwan so the more the merrier right? hopefully! who am i to be the party pooper anyways. just follow the group and it should all work out fine..besides holidays are for ppl to relax and have fun with ur friends so ya..i don't know what i'm really bitching about anyways...all i know is that i was so looking forward to the holidays but now i guess i'm just looking forward to going back to canada! i'm just thinking too much..i should just be happy to be able to go ANYWHERE with my friends and just have fun with no worries..so thailand here we come...

ytd...went to funan w/ thomas, xiumin and amy....after went to petals to eat haha..it was good...damn filling! after me xiumin and amy headed to superstar to chill...quite a tiring day it was!

i'm so stressed up on projects and stuff...this banquet ops project is killing me slowly! so stressed..i wanna vent so many things about school and my current life! i just don't know who i can turn to anymore...everyone will come up with the same answers and i truely don't wanna bother ppl with my problems...so no point on bitching..just stick through it and try to forget everything!

i'm out peace!

monday night

fuck me in the ass!

plz as a reminder to all tech geeks! if ur in the process of fixing anything...such as a comp. plz remember what ur doing if not u'll end up like me! i was so distracted by the miss universe 2006 pagent that i accidentally did something to my sonny vaio! so now for the third time!!! i have to re-do everything! fuck me hard!
i finally got my hands on the software to do a FULL restoration on my laptop so hopefully there won't be any problems after and i hope i won't get anymore viruse/tojans/worms/spy or ad-ware etc. wish me luck lol! luckily for me, tmr's lessons are cancelled so i can stay up till whenever and finish what i need to do to make my sony vaio run at peak performance!

anyways congrat to MISS PUERTO RICO, ZULEYKA RIVERA



though i thought there were much more well deserved contestants...this yrs winner is still a great one! congrat to canada for making it to the top ten! too bad canada didn't win again this yr...if they did..WOW it would make history haha!

sorry to miss singapore for not making the top 20...i just don't believe asians can compete with the world..for example the eastern and western europeans! they are just so much more beautiful and sexy! they know how to carry themselves well enough for these types of a competition! oh well! who knows? maybe a asian girl may win 1 day and as in asian i mean like jap, korean singapore etc. hm... maybe next year?

rmb my imagestation! here are the links and procedures again..i'll be posting these up for a awhile...

http://www.imagestation.com/members/azn-pimpdaddy

login/pass: viewmypixeasy (it's view my pix easy in 1 word)

step-by-step guide on accessing my imagestation:

click here for tutorial

...gonna go fix my comp. now..i think it's finished formatting lol! take care..i'll add to this later if anything!

UPDATED

u know when ur bored, when u go back to something u haven't touched in ages!

i FINALLY updated my imagestation!! it's been over a year since i've logged on and updated! i just added 1 album for now (w/o captions) cuz i'm way too tired!
i use to do it so frequently..i guess i got lazy or just had no time! ...most likely i was lazy haha!

anyways...i've included a tutorial for u all..just in case u didn't know how to log on and view the albums! it's 4am and i'm doing this..so i won't have a COMPLETE update yet..i'm gonna slowly finish it off...right now i'm just gonna upload some pix then i'll put in the captions a bit later!
expect alot of new pix...i've got a huge collection now..so i hope it will be exciting for everyone!
i was planning on switching to fotki or flickr but i've started this one already and i have lots of memories in there so just bare with the login process!

http://www.imagestation.com/members/azn-pimpdaddy

login/pass: viewmypixeasy

step-by-step guide on accessing my imagestation:

click here for tutorial

i'm tired! i'm off to bed..peace!

oh ya...enjoy the pix...check back daily for updated and such!

stomach ache

...dammit! my stomach's been acting up!

since tues. morning i've been getting stomach aches! i don't think it's food poisoning...just a stomach flu!

didn't go to school on tues. wed and fri. ... damn i missed out so much lessons! how am i gonna catch up? that means next week i've gotta do some mad cramping! argh...

i'm out peace!

sony vaio

fuck fuck fuck!

i'm fixing up the sony vaio pcg-tr2c that my dad gave me a few months ago! it was lying around the the house collecting dust and i had no time to repair it!

I finally decided to put the thing in to good use and who would have known that the comp. is in the worst shape it could be! fuck...sony doesn't put all the drivers up on their website, which is stopping me from updating some of the drivers! secondly, the built in camera on the cover doesn't seem to be working...holy shit! i mean i love sony pc's for their asthetic looks but they don't provide their customers with effective and working drivers, which is the biggest pain, especially when u can't find them from a third party driver site!

on another note...i had to format the comp. twice cuz i missed out a partition so after the first format i was left with 12gigs! that sucked so i had to re-do it and now i got 40! and if that wasn't worst, i was hit with shit loads of spyware/adware, when i was downloading software like anti-spyware for my comp! haha so ironic...and now i need to wait to download pirated versions of anti-virus and spyware removal programs from my toshiba laptop...which is taking awhile to do, considering the high file sizes! damn damn damn!

who would have know that such a small things can bring me so much trouble! fuck! argh...so frustrated! but when i'm done..it should be in running at it's peak for the first time since my dad doesn't know what he's doing with the comp. hahaha!

i'm out peace!

projects

ya ya ya i know...i haven't been updating in awhile...my bad! been fucking busy with school and shit! we got 1 project at the moment that's killing us! it's so fucking difficult and the fucking trainers wants so much shit done...it just seems like there's no bloody time to get everything done and perfected, ya know? fuck!! so stressed!

anyhoo...been getting stmoachs the past 2 days..i belive it's the food from TR that we had on monday cuz alan's been having the same problems after that luncheon! dammit students don't cook their fucking chicken properly!

tuesday there was a cocktail competition in school...i was a volunteer so i had to prep some stuff for the competition! all the contestents were great...congrats to elliott, jude and edmund for making it to the finals at DBL O! GOOD LUCK Y'ALL!

let's see..hm..oh yes...sat. met up with mat at woodlands! she WAS...remember the keyword here is WAS...teach me accountings..BUT it seems like she doesn't know what she's doing hahaha...it's not her fault..it's my fucking trainers fault for being so ineffective! fuck u mrs. lai! hahahaha i hate her!! anyways, back to sat. we didn't spend much time in the library so we decided to go eat..AGAIN...then we chilled a bit then went home. before going home though, we got stopped by these 2 ppl doing a survey or something...so we as good citizens took some time out to help them..the girl that was asking me gave me her bus. card and asked me to call her out for a drink or whatever...haha i was so shocked! haha and i lied to her on the survey haha hope didn't realize haha! woops!

...that's my boring life..so i'm out to bed, if i can get to sleep...been really struggling to fall asleep...life sucks like that..too many things on my mind and it just ruins everything!

peace!

tipsy

didn't go to school today..lol why? well i had the best sleep since school started and i didn't want to ruin the moment! i seriously don't know what's wrong with me recently! i got so much shit in my head that i just can't put myself to sleep! ytd was so good, maybe cuz of the rain, that i didn't wanna wake up!

i'm quite tipsy right now! i'm on my 8th corona and i'm struggling to type! i still got another 4 bottles waiting for me to down before heading to bed or passing out on the keyboard..which ever comes first lol!

the alcohol seems to soothe my soul! seriously, it's like medicine or something! it's not that i've turned into an alcoholic or anything, just that some things in life needs alcohol to cure!!

i really wish that i could get my facts straight! as in, what am i really thinking about it. Is everything linked together? i think i have a pin point on the problem but it's just that i can't get myself to overcome it! what i think the problem is, i'm mixed in emotions.

an old feeling seems to be coming back and a new one has emerged...but the problem is that i never had this feeling when i started getting this semi-insomia. which makes me think that this problem is not related to me not sleeping!

anyways...enough of my blabbing..i'm sure u all aren't interested in my life anyways...it's just so boring..so i'm off to drink my sorrows away! peace and fuck the world!

new sem.

it's a new semester, which u should know if u read my previous entries and well, things are going well! except for a few of fucking boring ass subjects, overall, it's great! it's so weird to see ppl u know if the halls and stopping half-way to have a quick minute convo w/ them!

anyways, i was told that my song is getting old so...here's a older joint for y'all to kick it! Mario - Let Me Love You .. non-remix..why? well i like the original, u can really sense the meaning in the track..!

let's see...

fri: stayed home and drank alone in the dark haha..feeling a bit, if u see my last post...

sat: went to sembawang w/ mat to eat..damn we ate so much...satay, stingray, cockles and she had hokkein mee haha..i was happy that i got to meet up w/ mat..seems like there's a spark around her now..i don't know how to explain it but...something seems to have changed...is it her glasses? haha..!

AT NIGHT, I GOT SURPRISED W/ A PHONE CALL NONE OTHER THEN LIANG LIANG!!!! she reached sat. night around midnight! OMG she lied to us all!! she told me she would be back on sun. night! i was so shocked and happy, tears came to my eyes! i'm so happy she's back!!

sun: chilled around my area and ate dinner with doug and jer at the coffee shop near my house! we had XO crab bee hoon, Mongolian pork ribs and hotplate tofu...MMM...so nice haha!

well, the thoughts about this girl are still in my head but i just try to go around the problem when i'm out w/ my friends or whatever.. can't let things stand in the way of cotinuing my day and letting ppl worry for something i can handle myself. it's something i'm use to, i belive, so ya..i can pass this stage..easiest way is if she was mine..muhaha...but let's see..haha!

peace y'all!

[lyrics Mario - Let Me Love You]

Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, YeahMmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah

[Verse 1:]
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are,you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)

[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[Verse 2:]
ListenYour true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

[Bridge:]
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[repeat til it ends (about 3 times)]

[Mario (talking):]
Let me love you that's all you need baby

crush

there's been alot on my mind recently and i think i'm being damn fucking childish about it! it's so high school stuff!

there's someone new in my life, a friend! a person that i wish i knew better! i want to be by her side! she's been depressed about some stuff going on in her class and well, i don't know why, it hurts me to see her like that! she's in a time of depression/sadness and i can't do anything! her classmates are making her and her friends feel like shit and it makes me want to go in and just burst at them! it's funny cuz i haven't felt like this in along time! i like her, i like her alot! i can't stop thinking about her! i think about..has she eaten? where is she? will she be safe? ... and many more things can pop in my head. i wish i could tell her how i feel about her but i'm not in the position right now to say it! we've never met outside of school, we talk only on msn and the occassional sms! how can i approach this..cute, intelligent and emotional girl, the girl that i've seem to be waiting for all my life? i'm lost for words and thoughts! i can't seem to pass the fact that i know her. a guy with my looks, brains and fat (haha) doesn't deserve someone like her...she deserves better, alot more than i can offer! i can only offer my voice, compassion, sincerity, heart and soul! will this be enough to win her over? what can i do to let her know that i've gone head over heels for her when we know nothing about each other?

i'm stuck like a high school boy w/ butterflies in his stomach everytime he sees her..my legs will get all wobbly and my palms all sweaty! i really wish i could be a man and just confess my heart to her..but i just do'nt have the chance to..seems like i can't get her out to chill, hence, no opportunity to express and show my true side! i want to be her best friend, her boyfriend..i want to be by her side at all times and just hold her til she's contended with happiness! i want her by my side to soak up all the thoughts and troubles running in my life...she's the person, i belive, i've been waiting my whole life for! she's everything i've seem to want and everything i need!

i need a fucking love doctor...mr. hitch where are u? lol! can't someone give me some advice? how can i approach someone, i barely know, about what i'm feeling w/o her running away scared and frightened?

god...love is the most complicated game ever! u never know who will win and who will lose! it's a game of chance...the biggest chance a person can take in life...! i can't help it..things happen for a reason...who knows...maybe we will be what we are looking for..if not the complete opposite..!

i'm out..plz post comments or any helpful tips on the tagboard..peace!

school

started my first day of school, since attachment ytd...

THE SCHEDULE IS SO FUCKED UP!!!! take a look, below




sorry the pic is a bit blurred but eh...u can get the idea..right? lol

tues. is my fav. day! as u can see i finish school at 11:45...the project work is just a slot so u can get together with ur group members and well brain storm and stuff..i believe is that they just want us to suffer by not using the time to put some classes in there...ggrrr...

as u can see on wed. and sat. i got the IMF training..IMF stands for the International Monetary Fund, which will be held in sept. in singapore..basically, for those who don't know what the IMF is, a place where rich fucks get together and talk about what to do with the world's money!! haha! i'm kind of happy for a couple of reasons...first..we get paid for doing this..secondly..i can use it to my advantage, my resume. BUT BUT BUT...i hate it cuz it's gonna cut in to our weekends AGAIN!!! fuckers...! damn mofoes are out for us!

anyways...i think most of my friends/classmates will be damn tired after school everyday...i know i will so i guess i can use this to save money? haha prob. not...but a guy can still hope! lol!

i'm gone..need to clean my house and shit...peace!

what a week

what a week...i mean damn! the fucking holidays's are coming to an end and i'm headed back to school...! the holiday went by so fast that it didn't even seem like we had a break! oh well...that's life right? haha no that don't work...can someone give me some words on encouragement plz! haha..argh!

anyways..let's see...hm....

during the holidays i got drunk, went windows shopping while my friend shopped her ass off, went to eat at rosette, slept alot, caught on some movies...

let me just say...Just My Luck, the movie, was pretty funny....scary movie 4 sucked and the omen was weird...superman was cool but i didn't see the big hype...i thought it would have been super super wicked...but it was just uh good? lol...

anyhoo...my schedule for school is like 8:30 to 6:15 or 9 to 6:30...sucks right? except tues. when i get off school at like 11:45..woohoo..hahaha that's it..the rest just sucks..i mean fuck man they even cut in to our weekends again!!!! YES, which means i got classes on sat..FUCK FUCK and DOUBLE FUCK! lol!

..i'm off to bed...gotta get a good rest for school...sucks....peace!